Shihui's

I love them (:

2010-12-28T22:42:00.002+08:00

Hellohs :D
I'm back to write about my idols.
Hmmm, not write about my idols,
is to THANK my idols.
People wonder,
what my idols do to make me happy.
Actually WHATEVER they do I'm happy.
Even if they juz live happily I'm also happy for them :D

JoshuaAngSerKian:
You're always th first.
I'm not sure, but sometimes I love Rob more,
sometimes I love you more.
But when I do everything,
you're always first :B
Because I love you longer (:
It's been 1 and a half year le ;D
And my love for you is still strong (:
Plus you're my hubby right :D
HAHAHA !
No one can ever replace you,
although sometimes I'm nt sure if I love you or Rob more,
but Joshua will be Joshua.
Rob will be Rob.
If I have Rob but I dun have you,
it won't be the same at all.
If I have you but I dun have Rob,
it won't be the same too.
Without you, maybe I won't be able to move on anymore.
Maybe I'll juz give up longlong ago.
But its you :D who make me strong.
When I'm feeling down because of Family, School and Band,
it's always you who make me smile.
Everything you do makes me feel so touched.
Every word you say, every move you make :D
You never fail to cheer us when we're down.
And when we're happy,
you make us even happier !
Muz jiayous ok :D
I will support you forever {L}
WOAINI ! 8D
I know you know I love you,
And I know you love me back. XD
HAHAHAH !

RobertPattinson/EdwardCullen:
Even though you're not the first,
I still love you :D
Sometimes even more than I love Josh.
Because you're special.
You're not the perfect guy,
but you're the perfect guy :D
You may not be the most handsome guy on earth,
but you're definitely the most charming one :D
You dazzle me :X
Ok maybe I love your character more,
but I believe there's some parts tht you're both the same.
And I love your smile and accent.
Whenever I look at your accent and blue eyes,
I get mesmerized @_@
And sometimes,
you act like a little 5-yrs old.
And it breaks my heart {L}
Of course,
I love Edward too,
he's part of who you really are.
If you dunno how to love and care someone
you wouldn't be able to play the role of Edward.
It's because you're somehow like him,
so you can play his part well :D
I love you forever.
You'll always be my BF ;D
Even though I really wan you to be my hubby too,
I can't possibly have 2 hubbies right :D
HAHAHA !
Be good to Kristen, ok ?
She's my GF !
I cannot tolerate seeing Kristen in pain.
She gave up her ex for you.
So you must care for her, ok ?
Never let anyone harm her !
Love youuuu {L}

KristenStewart:
KrisKris :D
I love you so much !
You're so down-to-earth and
you don't bother about what other people say about you.
You juz be your true self ^^
You made me realize that I should be my true self.
And not bother about what other people think about me ;D
You have great acting skills and I really hope to be like you.
You kinda inspire me to become an actress,
but I dun think I can be like you!
Such a great actress (:
I love you ^^
And take care of Rob !
Muz take care of each other :D
Especially during premieres !
I knw both of you are afraid of crowds !
So must take care of each other !
Even after th Twilight saga ends,
you both muz still be there for one another (:
Love you always !

TaylorLautner:
Wolfyyyyyyyyyyy :X
Although I don't love JacobBlack,
cos I find him irritating and all.
But I LOVE YOU :D
Even though I dun love you as much,
but I still love you :D
Cos you're a fun guy ^^
Always smiling and showing your white teeth :D
Hope you find your princess really soon, ok ?
Time may not kill the pain,
but a real princess will definitely cure it :D
Trust me !
I love you :D

Yahui, ZhouYing, other Twilight casts:
Although I dun really show my support for all of you...
But whenever I see you all on the tv/com,
I'll scream and smile for no reason :D
I love you all ^^

Ok guess I'm done with the idols one :D
Ok Byes :D

Without you, there won't be me.

2010-12-28T11:39:00.004+08:00

Hellohs readers of my blog :D
I knw tht probably no one comes to my blog anymore.
Since I dun update my blog anymore.
LOL.
Maybe when school reopens then I'll have more things
to blog about.
HAHAHA :D
Ok.
So this post is to thank all my friends :D
And then maybe I will continue to thank my idols,
if this post isn't too long.
But if it's too long then I'll post a new one :D
Ok let's start :D

JacquelineKoh:
Hellohs ;D
Yea, you're always the first one on my list (:
We're besties, yea ? ^^
I think this year, we spent lesser time together than last year.
But we're still close :D
Thanks for being there for me (:
And I'm happy for you !
You got to see all your idols (:
Me haven ):
But I will pull you along if they really come next year !
Since you wanna be a vampire like me ^^
We shall ask Rob to bite us 8D
And you wanna see Taylor, yea ?
AKA Jacob :O
HAHA!
Next year, we'll be in different class,
so we'll have even lesser time together.
But I'm always free (:
You can come and find me anytime you wan (:
And we can go out during holidays !
And let's meet in band.
I'll miss so much !
Ok byes ;D

Sinyue:
Hellohs :D
You're second on my list,
cause without you there won't be The Nutz :D
Thanks for all the advices you gave me :D
And all the events you've planned for us !
I really enjoyed myself this year!
As this year, I get to see Joshua for 4 times [ If i'm nt wrong ]
First was an event,
Second was his birthday.
Third was the StarAwards!
And Fourth was the FC chalet! {L}
Thanks for everything :D
Byes ;D

LeSin, Zhenni:
Hellohs ;D
Thanks for being there for me.
And hearing me rant about my idols.
HAHAHA !
Although we're nt in the same section now,
we're still in the same band !
Let's work hard for SYF,
and don't get nervous when Mr Ed ask you all to play alone.
Juz play like you've played during sectionals (:
I know you all can do it !
Muz get your names back, ok :D
We must go for SYF together !
Ok byes.

Lilian, Yuanxin:
Thanks for cheering me up when I was transferred to Sax.
Actually, at the beginning,
I feel like giving up.
But now, I love where I am,
but I'll still love the clarinets,
because,
till now,
I still haven felt the fun being in saxophone.
Like really ):
I hope saxophone section can be more fun :D
But thanks to saxophone section,
I learn to be more confident in my playing.
Thanks for everything :D

Amelia, Huiying:
Thanks for being there for me (:
We're in different class next year,
but I hope we can still hang out together (:
Thanks :D

Most of th 2E-ians:
Even though some of us are in different class now,
but I hope we're still as close as last time :D
We should strive for the best.
And be the Top 42 ! (;
Thanks for everything !

Most of the Nutz members:
Hellohs.
Thanks for the fun and laughter !
And without all of you, there won't be The Nutz too :D
We will continue to show our support to Joshua :D
YAY :D
NUTZ FTW (:

Ok I guess I'm done :X
HAHA (:
This is a damn long post ! ><
I didn't expect it to be that long.
So the idols one should be a brand new post :D
Ok byes :D

A special day.

2010-12-11T14:47:00.002+08:00

Hello people (:
Wondering why I would be posting today ??
It's because today's a special day to me (:
It's one year loving Edward/Rob
and the other Twilight peeps ^^
LovesLoves {L}
Actually it was on the 6Dec
late night that I watched Twilight,
and passed midnight
and started getting addicted to it.
But it was on 11 Dec
tht I decided tht they should be part of my life.
And now they're juz more important than my life (:
I took quite a long time to
decide if they should be part of my life
because I was worried tht it may affect my love
for Joshua (:
But the only reason I let them into my life
was because the feeling I get when I watched the movie.
It was amazing (:
If I could use wolf telepathy ,
then I think I imprinted on them (:
HAHAHAH !
So (:

I LOVE EDWARD/ROB AND OTHER TWILIGHT PEEPS FOREVER.
MY LOVE FOR THEM IS STRONGER THAN EVER {L}

11122009 {L}

Keeping this blog alive :O

2010-12-10T13:55:00.002+08:00

Hihi (:
Haven blogged for about 1 month :O
HAHHA !
I'm blogging now to keep this blog alive.
LOL.
Holidays juz band and home.
Nth much D:
I'm pretty excited because I'll have so much fun next week (:
LOL.
So byes (:

Being sacrificed.

2010-11-13T23:09:00.004+08:00

Shall update my bloggie again (:
This few days of holidays is either band or home.
Nothing much exciting lorhs.
M|BROSIA [Band Concert] coming lerhs,
so really busy.
Dance exams and concert also coming le.
After tht it would be BAND CAMP.
No slackyslacky le D:
Ok.
Idols update now.
Joshua's doing fine (:
I miss him!
5 months not seeing him can really kill me.
Hope to see him soon.
Next is about Rob and Kris.
OHOHOH, HUIYING'S INTO TWILIGHT (:
AND TEAM EDWARD (:
WOAH! (:
I'm so happy.
So as I'm saying,
Rob and Kris is filming the honeymoon scene.
PILLOWS AND FEATHERS (:
WOAH!
They played chess O.O
And er Kris is very sexy O.O
Rob too !
HE FREAKING WORE A SINGLET (:
HELL.
I'M DEAD .___________________________.
Ok byes.

I'm being sacrificed for the third or fourth time.
I'm tired of this.
Why muz I sacrificed myself to make other people better?
When actually I'm better.
Well, not really all better but why do you have
to change me to make other people better.
NOW MY SOUND SUCKS LIKE HELL.
AND I HATE IT.
I CRIED YOU KNW?
YOU DUNNO.
And the thing is tht person didn't even appreciate it.
She wanna kick it you knw?
Sad D;

I'm a happy girl.

2010-11-09T20:15:00.004+08:00

Haven been blogging regularly but
I'm trying to keep this blog alive.
Dun feel like deleting this wonderful blog
because there's so much memories in this.
You may suggest that I could juz leave my blog here
without updating my bloggie.
But if I dun update this blog,
then nobody will be here to read :(
Then nobody would tag and soon,
I would forget this wonderful blog of mine D:
So...
keeping it updated (:
So I'm really happy this week :D
I've got really awesome idols.
First,
Joshua commented on my status again (:
3 times manx!
HAHAH!
I'm so happy (:
Second thing is yesterday BreakingDawn filming started ^^
They shot the wedding scene, speedboat scene
to Island Esme and the taxi scene [ Not sure about the taxi one ]
The reason I'm super damn happy is because
it's really awesome manx.
The costumes were perfect.
Kris/Bella was wearing a white sleeveless dress.
[ I think it's not the wedding gown, its the other one prepared by Alice
for Bella's trip to their honeymoon. ]
It's with a black belt.
And Kristen has her real hair back
but I guess it's with er,
extensions.
It's definitely better than a wig (:
Rob was wearing a nice collared blue tux {?}
and long black pants.
NICE.
Another reason for being so happy was that,
there were lots of Robsten love OFF-SCREEN.
Like holding hands, cuddling each other and joking (:
HAHA!
Rob touched Kristen's butt ^^
HOTHOT!
They're a couple anyway.
But there was this irritating extra who ran over to
hug Rob INFRONT OF KRIS.
Hello?
You could juz ask him for permission if you could hug him,
then you hug la.
You hugged him INFRONT OF KRIS SOMEMORE.
Haix.
You knw how lucky you are to be able to be an extra there.
Millions of people wan that chance to be able to juz see them,
but can't.
Luckily, the security pulled her away (:
Hmmm...
PICTURES!
Of Breaking Dawn filming.

Note : Spoiler Alert !

Rob's hand on Kris' butt :O

Definitely Off-Screen (:

KISSKISS @____@

Leaving the set hand in hand (:

Ok,
I got to go (:
Lazy to post more pictures.
For more,
visit my FB as I've posted lots of link there.
BYES (:

I love the way you look at me :D

2010-11-03T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hell D:
I've lost interest in blogging D:
WTF IS WRONG WITH ME??? D:
Waiting for my birthday to come ^^
I'm changing my hairstyle on that day :D
FRINGE AND LAYERED HAIR {L}
I'm so happy ;D
My hair would probably look like that:

Yes, that's Tiffany from SNSD {L}
HAHAHHAH!
Ok.
I think I shall do the 30-Day challenge thing.

Day 7 - Your ex.

It was like how long ago???
Kindergarten sia :X
HAHAHA!!

Day 8 - Your favourite internet friend.

I have a few fav peeps I like to talk on MSN ;D
Like for example JacquelineKoh, Sinyue, Amelia, Lilian XD
They're mostly my best friends in real life too {L}

Ok I think I shall go watch my drama :D
BYES!

Memories :D

2010-10-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

Ohmygod :X
I'm so lazy about posting ;X
I think I shall post more of the challenge thing :D
I will miss 2E'10 D:
They're th only class who would hear me rant about Joshua and Twilight ;X
They always make me laugh by saying " JOSHUA! "
I miss their silly jokes.
Yesterday, most of the girls were crying D:
And we were all hugging each other D:
I cried too D:
I will miss you all D:

Ok now for the 30-Day challenge thing :

Day 6 - A stranger

What can I write about a stranger ??
Hmm...
Everyone I knew was once a stranger.
Now we're friends.
I remembered when the first time the Nutz met...
We were all strangers to one another;X
No one knew each other.
And now we're friends ;D
And like how I used to be a stranger to Joshua.
But now he can recognize me.
It's really weird talking to a stranger.
I remember few months ago.
Maybe two months?
I was at Borders and this girl around 2 years younger than me {?}
she was spazzing at some twilight stuff.
I was kinda angry, jealous I guess.
Cos I was thinking my idols are mine.
But she turned and look at me.
Then she say : " I like your bag *smiles* "
And I smiled back ;D
We chatted awhile and my jealousy towards her was gone ;D
Amazing ;D
Ok byes.

Renesmee ;D

2010-10-21T21:28:00.002+08:00

Hellohs.
Didn't post for a few days
cos I was watching dramas.
And I'm getting pretty lazy these few days.
So yea.
School was hell boring this week D;
We had to go through all papers.
I passed all subjects and my Geog was the highest.
AMAZING YEA?
I got 20/100 for CA2.
But now I got 73/100.
CAN YOU SEE TH DIFFERENCE?
HAHA!
Ok now to continue on the 30-Day challenge.

Day 5 - Your Dreams.

What do you mean by dreams?
Like something I wish would happen?
Or something that I slept and dreamt about?
If it's something I wish could happen,
I wish I got the role of Renesmee.
Because as you can see,
I LOVE RENESMEE, the character.
But I'm so jealous of the girl who got the role.
I'm jealous over a 9yrs old.
WTF D;
I feel so bad D;
But argh...
I dun wanna hate her, but I'm juz so D:
So obviously, I wanna be an actress.
But hell, I can't D;
And I wish to see all my idols.
I wish to be with Rob,Kris and Taylor.
I wish Rob is my BF.
AHAHAHAH!
SO BHB ;X
I wish Kris is my godsis :D
I wish Taylor was my friend.
I WISH FOR MANY THINGS.
If its like what I've dreamt about when I sleep.
Then I have alot lor.
Bad dreams, Good Dreams.
All sorts of dreams.
So yea ;D
Byes.

Teens In Love ;D

2010-10-16T13:50:00.003+08:00

HelloHello ;D
It's a stupid boring Saturday afternoon =.=
Can't wait for tonight's dinner.
You might think it's some Nutz dinner.
But no ;X
It's not LOL.
It's my Grandpa's birthday dinner ;D
Which equals to FAMILY DINNER :D
I juz miss my cousins =]
I like it when they ask me about JOSHUA.
I've decided to wear THE NUTZ tee tonight.
But we'll see ;D
If I'm really wearing,
I have to bring a jacket to prevent
the shirt from getting dirty ;]
I slept till 10:30am today,
but I still feel like ZZZ-ing.
LOL.
Ok I think now it's time for the
30-Day challenge ;D

Day 4 - Your sibling(s) .

As most of you know, I'm the only child.
So I dun have to tell you about anything.
But er,
I do wish for siblings sometimes.
Like when you're extremely bored,
you can talk to them.
LIKE NOW.
Like I can go shopping if I have an elder sis ;D
Like Kristen ;D
WHEEE ~
Ok byes.

I might hug other guys, laugh with other guys, or hang out with other guys..
but none of them will ever mean to me as much as you do.

Another fun day ;D

2010-10-15T19:44:00.002+08:00

So hellohs ;D
I'm back from outside ^^
First bus-ed to Amelia's house,
then we went bus-ed to Marina Square
to Synwin Music ;D
It's wayyyyy bigger than the Tanjong Katong one.
But it was too high-class and
we didn't like it there.
But I bought a Ukulele book.
And after that we went to find Sinyue at
Pasta De Waruku.
Ate pasta there while Amelia drank something
cos she ate already.
Sinyue was shocked when I went into the restaurant
and called her name.
HAHAH !
Then we MRT-ed to Bugis the Rochor Complex
to look for Erhu lessons.
Then it was cheaper there.
And then the guy asked Amelia (in chinese):

Guy: You from what school?
Amelia: Manjusri Secondary.
Guy: There no CO teachers meh?
Me: HaveHave.
Guy: Who is the teacher ar?
Me: 郑景文。
Amelia: O.O *LAUGHS*
Me: *LAUGHS*
Guy: Ooo, MIKE CHIANGGGGGGGGGG
Me&Amelia: LAUGHS!!

EVERYONE KNWS MIKE CHIANG.
LOL.
Then er,
we went to FuLuShou complex and asked,
theirs even cheaper.
And I saw saxophones there {L}
I SAW A SOPRANO SAX FOR THE FIRST TIME.
RIGHT INFRONT OF ME!
And I saw a WHITE clarinet !
AWESOME :D
Too bad I'm nt a clarinetist anymore D;
So...
then we went to Tanjong Katong there again.
That friendly guy remembered us ;D
Then after tht we slacked there.
And there was this crazy guy.
I think he has some mental problems.
He's like kinda fat
and wears speces carrying a bagpack.
He came and was like :

Guy: Excuse Me?
Me: Ya?
Guy: Excuse Me?
Me : YAAAAAA?
Guy: Are you SG-rean?
Me: Ya.
Guy:Which month are you born in?
Me:*Stares at Amelia with a "HELP ME* face*
Guy:Excuse Me?
Me: - Dun wanna answer -
Guy: EXCUSE ME? EXCUSE ME?
Me: November.
Guy: *Looks at Amelia* You?
Amelia: January.
Guy: *Looks at me* You?
Me: NOVEMBER
Guy:November???
Me:YES, NOVEMBER.
*Thinking - WTF YOU WAN D: -*

Then he walked off giving me kissy faces =.=
Trust me, I NEARLY PUKE.
GROSS LOR.
I swear if he came back I would call the police.
Then he start to go disturb other people and
make them so pissed.
Then we went home.

Lucky ;D

2010-10-15T09:16:00.002+08:00

Morning bloggers ;D
LOL.
I'm like awake at 7.30am.
And I'm hell bored.
The walk thing I mentioned was canceled =.=
EPIC FAIL MAN.
They said there were not enough people D;
So I'm going to Amelia's house AGAIN :DDD
And then maybe we'll go to Marina Square ;D
So far.
But going there to look at more instruments.
I might get a ukulele capo and some books lor ;X
Since I'm self learning ;D
Ok.
Now to continue my 30-Day challenge thing.
I totally forgot about it until I read Amelia's blog ;D
LOL.
OK so ...

Day 3 - Your family.

My family is simple.
Me, My Dad and My Mum.
So...
I dun have to talk about me right?
So now...
My Dad...
My dad's kinda a friendly person,
and he's kinda modern in some ways.
LOL.
He's good,
and gives me a certain limit of freedom...
But er,
he gets angry quite often,
when he has moodswings?
When he gets angry, its like you'll be dead.
LOL.
So...
DUN MAKE HIM ANGRY.
My mum,
ALWAYS GETS ANGRY.
Hell yeah,
many people should knw that my mum
is very fierce =.=
And she gives me lesser freedom.
And she scolds me for turning on the lights in the morning.
I mean it's like kinda dark and I'm using the com.
LOL=.=
But the good thing is,
My parents allow me to be in a relationship.
WEIRD HUH?
I told Huiying and she was shocked.
LOL.
So ok thats all.
BYES.

Woohoo ;D

2010-10-14T21:21:00.003+08:00

Hellohs peeps ;D
EXAMS ARE OVER ^^
HOOHOO :D
LET'S PARTY :DDDDD
So today, after school,
I went to Amelia's house ;D
And we had one of the happiest day ever ;D
So,
I'm super tired now D;
I shall edit from Amelia's post ;D
OK so...
Bus-ed to Parkway's library and
Amelia picked me up and then we walked back to her house.
Then we slacked awhile in her house and
we went to Tanjong Katong Complex ;D
We went to get my Ukulele and look at Amelia's erhu.
Went there, looked for the store, found it ;D
*SHOCKINGZ*
That store is beautiful.
The violins were all hanging from the ceiling
and the cellos were all on shelves WITH AWESOME LIGHTING~~
There was a harpsicord on display too.
We looked around and then I asked for the ukulele ;D
The sales guy was extremely nice
and explained to me alot of things.
Then they only had the concert ones so
I juz bought it ;D
Then I helped Amelia to ask about her erhu.
The sales guy led us into a room at the back of the store.
The room was like HEAVEN to Amelia.
It's like an entire CO room :O
Erhus, Pipas, Guzhengs, ZhongRuans O.O
All sorts of them.
Then the sales guy recommended Amelia some erhus
and Amelia said she would go back to buy
after getting a teacher.
He also suggested to Amelia a school
that teaches Chinese instruments called Shangyin Music Pte Ltd.
He's so friendly lol. LET'S BE FRIENDS.
Bus-ed to Eunos MRT and walked to the music school.
It was kinda deserted.
Went in and asked about the erhu lessons. Had to wait because the lady there was settling something lol.
The place teaches suona, dizi,
Chinese percussion, liuqin, yangqin
and quite a number of Chinese instruments.
The lady had time for us after awhile.
Conversation is below. Imagine it in Chinese.

Lady: What school are you from?
Amelia: Manjusri ._.
Lady: Oh. Zheng lao shi's student uh?
Amelia: -Too shocked to say anything-
Lady: Why you want learn erhu?
Amelia: -Still too shocked to say anything-
Me: She like Zheng lao shi ~ :D
Amelia: NOOOO D: -flails-
Lady: -Laughs- It's normal to like a teacher. He's a good teacher right?-
Amelia: How am I supposed to know I'm not his student D:
Lady: Then your CCA is?
Amelia: Choir -depressed-
Lady: Oh. Then why you like erhu? Very weird leh :O
Me: Because she likes Zheng lao shi~~~
Amelia: -Flails-

Amelia was like so embarrassed LOL.
I was like HELL YEAHHHHHHH :D
They knw Mike Chiang ;D
WOOHOO ;D
Slacked at Eunos MRT ;X
Then went home ;X
There's a long walk tomorrow.
So byes :D

One more day...

2010-10-13T15:18:00.002+08:00

Hi....
I'm supposed to be studying nows.
Why am I here?
Actually I wanted to go offline and study,
but I suddenly remember of the 30-Day challenge thing.
LOL.
One more day to exams over :D
I can't wait.
Like seriously, you knw?
My brain is like dying le.
No wait, I mean its already dead.
But I still have to stuff History in.
JIAYOUS SHIHUI ;DDDD
Ok now,
back to the main reason why am here ;D

Day 2 - Your Crush

I'm not sure really. You knw...
About this crush thing.
It's complicated lorhs.
But if it's really crush then...
I've got two.
LOL.
Joshua and Edward/Robert ;/
I'm not really sure if its idols or crush.
But I think its more of a crush, I guess.
LOL.
They juz make me feel in love.
Like after all,
they're better.
Even if they hurt me,
I still love them.
So...
Byes ;D

Fated.

2010-10-12T14:53:00.003+08:00

OHMYGODDDD.
My blog is officially not surviving.
I think I've lose the interest of blogging.
OH WELL....
Those exam papers are eating away my brain cells D;
And my brain can't function properly.
LOL.
So today,
I am very happy ;D
HAHAH!
JOSHUA COMMENTED ON MY STATUS ;D
And some Robsten stuff ;D
HAHAH !
Idols make me happy ^^
I'm happy tht I was fated to love them =]
WOOHOO ;D
TWO MORE DAYS, TWO MORE PAPERS!
I can't wait to fly and soar like an eagle!
FREEDOM!
I have to go get my ukulele {L}
WHEEE :D
So ok byes ;D

Btw, I'm playing this 30-Day challange thing.
Look under my 'Misc' navigation.
So here it goes :

Day 1 - Your sister.

I dun have a sister, but I wish to have one.
I want to have a cute little sis, or a caring elder sis.
Not some irritating sister who would snatch my things
or even snatch away the love from my parents.
I really wish to have KristenStewart as my elder sis,
cos she's awesome and down-to-earth.
Other than that, for a younger sis,
maybe Ah Bi from the show Unriddle!
Remember her? She's adorable ;D
So other than tht, probably some of my best friends?
Hmm, that should be all of what I wanna say :D
BYES ^^

600th post :D

2010-10-05T14:46:00.002+08:00

Hellohs :D
I'm blogging now to de-stress.
Yes,
I knw its only a few more days ;X
But I dun have much patience, ok?
LOL.
So, added a new blogsong ;X
Hello by Shinee.
O.O I knw.
Yes, I knw I'm not a K-POP fan,
but I like SNSD :D
HHAAHAH!
And also I like Shinee's songs.
I cannot say I'm a fan,
bcos I dun buy their albums and go their concerts.
I juz like their songs :X
I like Minho =X
Like, not love ;O
Apart from that,
nothing else le.
Of course I'm a fan of JOSHUA AND TWILIGHT @___@
HAHA!
Mad love.
HAHA!
I miss JOSHUA so much.
4 months nv see him?
Isit 4 months?
3 months?
LOL.
Twilight casts ;X
I've been web-stalking them.
LOL.
So,
I can't wait for BreakingDawn Part 1 !
Next year....
HAIX.
Oh and,
er,
after exams,
which is like next thursday 9:31am!
I'm free!!!!
I'm gonna go get my Ukelele ;D
FYI, its a smaller version of a guitar with only 4 strings!
CUTE HUH?
HEEHEE!
YAYYAY!
*Money flies away*
I also buying the ukelele books and the capo ;X
Wonder if they could help me tune =X
OK byes.
LOL.

My weird, yet happy dream.

2010-09-28T20:38:00.002+08:00

I had a really weird dream last night.
I was happy that I dreamt
about my idols --- Robert, Kristen & Taylor.
Or was it Edward, Bella & Jacob? I'm not sure.
I think they keep changing here and there.
At times, they're themselves [ Real Life ],
at times they're in their characters [ Twilight Characters ] !
Weird huh? I can only remember parts of the dream...
So well.... I remembered me walking across the road
with Rob, Kris and Taylor [ or Edward, Bella & Jacob ]
I dunno, they were wearing their characters' costumes.
Weird! But the good thing was that WE HELD HANDS =]
YES! ROBERT/EDWARD! @__@
He's my BF {L}
[ Yaya, you muz be thinking I'm BHB or whatever,
but, it's my dream! I can't control my dream! ]
I dunno if he's Rob or Edward but I dun really care though.
Both are good. Then next scene.
I remembered I was in the car, Edward's Volvo [ Not sure ]
I was in the car with Edward. [ Yes, now Edward ]
I'm sitting at the back while Edward is at the front.
and then Jacob [ Yes, Jacob ] came in.
He was injured =X I dunno why?
Quite badly injured =X
I think it was due to er... Eclipse?
Kenna crushed by newborns?
LOL.
Then we were like driving around!
[ Edward's the one who is driving. ]
Then I think I mentioned I was Team Edward?
In the car.
There was another scene where we were walking along
a long path which was full of nails =.=
In the dream, I was trying very hard not to get myself hurt =.=
HAHA !
Then I think Rob said something about BreakingDawn which
I forgot what he said.
After that, we were in a house.
Dunno whose house?
[ It looks like my uncle's, but its not ]
Then I was watching TV with Edward, Bella & Jacob.
They were all standing behind.
Then I dunno what happened and I said:
" YEA, I'm the only person who is Team Edward! "
LOL, weird! I KNW! And then I turned around and saw
Jacob smiling at me. [ It was a fake smile ]
His eyes showed me he was sad.
Then I realized I said the wrong thing.
Then he went into the room.
I went him and he was like EMOING.
LOL.
Then I went to comfort him.
[ YEA, I KNW. ME COMFORT JACOB? ]
Then I realized he loves me too.
So was I wrong in th first place?
Being so mean to Jacob?
I hated him, but he loves me? =X
[ Yes, I think this dream is too BHB, but I can't control my dream.
Anyway, I love them. ]
So maybe I should not be so cruel to Jacob?

PS: I think you might think this is a weird dream. Me too.
But I think there's something behind this. I cannot say
I'll fully like Jacob, but I'll juz.... be not so cruel?
Hmm.. guess I dreamt it in Bella's perspective.
Maybe she's telling me how she feels.
And honestly I finally knw how she feels!

Dazzled by you .

2010-09-12T17:53:00.003+08:00

Hello !
Oh how long have I've not been posting !??
I'm really lazy these days .
LOL .
I dun even bother to find a good title !
I juz thought of a random one .
I'm hungryyyyy now !
Give me food ! @___@
Watching my DVD now !
LOL .
Holidays so fast over =.=
Haix ...
Gotta start studying le la D=
WHY CANT I STUDY ?
I NEED MOTIVATION ! ]=
My mum's forcing me to go out now ==
I dun feel like larhs !
ZZZ .
Byes.

Lazyyyy.

2010-09-05T12:15:00.002+08:00

Hellohs=]
I'm getting so lazy !
Sorry peeps , for not blogging daily .
Exams gonna start le ,
maybe I'll stop blogging for awhile , yea ?
I hope I can improve on my level position .
I went Kovan ystd ,
I bought lots of assessment books .
Eng , Chinese , Geog , History , Maths .
You might think why I bought Chinese ,
because usually my Chinese is A1 ,
but I juz wanna improve lor .
HHAAH !
Ok , 2-hr dance later .
OK byes .

Running out of Titles .

2010-09-02T17:23:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =]
I'm so tired nows .
I feel like packing my room .
I'm gonna switch my twilight cupboard lor .
As in put my twilight things somewhere else .
But its a huge project lor .
Wish me good luck .
Today school was relaxing ,
cos Mdm Neo was not here =]
AHAHHAHAAHHAHA !
I'm evil =X
Ok ..
Tomorrow still got band ,
I have to bring my sexy-phone to school =X
So heavy . OH WELL ,
wish me good luck .
Byes .

Handsome Mr Ang .

2010-08-31T21:27:00.002+08:00

Hello,
back from shopping =]
Teachers' celebration was AWESOME =]
Woohoo !
Mr Ibrahim was so handsome lor !
He danced ' SorrySorry ' =]
HEEHEE ! WIth sunglasses =X
Very handsome , you knw =]
HAHA !
I screamed so loud I nearly cried =X
AHHAHA !
Then MJR idols finals was AWESOME!
Congratz to all winners =]
After celebration , went home with Jacqueline .
As in she came to my house ,
to borrow my phone ,
cos hers spoil le =X
Its dead .
Then bus-ed to Tampines with Lesin ,
bought tickets for StepUp 3D ,
went to eat lunch and Charis and Huiying came to find us .
Went up to watch the movie !
ITS AWESOME ~
Rating 5/5 !
Dance moves were cool ,
with one hot guy in there =]
HHAHA !
Then went to shop around .
Damn tired ,
then went home .
I'm watching Unriddle now .
DEWEI SUCKS =]
Where's SHISAN ? ]=
Ok byes !

PS : Luv him {L}

Unriddle ~

2010-08-30T21:27:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =]
Back from school and band =]
TOMORROW'S HALFDAY =X
I'm not going back MBS ,
most probably ...
Hmmm ...
Gonna watch Step Up 3D tomorrow {L}
HAHA !
OK byes ,
I'm getting lazier nows !
Dun even blog long enough =X
LOL.
Byes.

PS : I LOVE MY IDOLS {L}

Th pain in me .

2010-08-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

ZOMPPPPPPP .
What's with tht random title O.O
LOL .
I need titles ~
HHAHAHA !
Shall start from yesterday .___.
After school ,
went to Tampines with JacquelineKoh =]]
We ate pizza ,
and walked around .
I bought my guitar capo and picks .
I bought New Beginnings too ^^
Then went to find th 2E peeps who
were at the shop designing the class tee .
Stayed there for quite long .
Th class tee turned out AWESOME =]
Gonna get it on tuesday !
HAHA !
Then er ,
went to century square =]
Then I saw this ad ,
a guy with a burger head .
and it reminds me of Vampires Suck =X
OHMY =.=
OK nvm .
Tht pic haunts me everywhere .
Then er ,
went to LaserFlair [?]
Is it spelled this way ?
LOL .
Then bought REMEMBER ME and some other DVD .
There's this movie which has Rob in it .
Its called How To Be .
AND SERIOUSLY ,
ROB IS UGLY IN THERE .
Like GAYYY ]=
And when Jac saw ,
she laughed non-stop =X
LOL .
HAHA !
I laughed with her .
Came home and watch Remember Me ,
its erm ...
sad...
and er..
nice but gross .
ITS NC16 =X
LOL..
Sad cos Rob's character died in it .
Er nice cos there's Rob in it !
Gross cos I HATE EMILIE DE RAVIN =]
HAHA !
LOL.
Today woke up and went for band.
Band was ok .
Then evening went out to Hougang Mall .
Bought nothing .
OK byes .

Somebody to love .

2010-08-25T21:16:00.001+08:00

Back from band and school.
Band was FUN today !
I think saxophone is my instrument ?
As in fated ...
I can play Laputa ! {L}
At least 7/8 of it !
YES !
Ok I'm so lazy !
CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN !
I'm loving it !
Byes !

I promise to love you forever .

2010-08-23T20:05:00.001+08:00

HELLOHS !
Back from school & band =]
WOOTS !
School was totally boring ,
MDM NEO DOESN'T KNW WHAT SHE'S TEACHING !
OMG WTF . =.=
Band was very funny !
HAHAH !
Laughed like mad !
There's sectionals tomorrow =O !! ~
Ok byes !

Should i be happy that we're friends or sad because thats all we will ever be?

I'm no perfect ; but I'll keep trying .

2010-08-22T20:33:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHH .
Sorry peeps ,
I'm hating my life nowwwww .
I'm so busy I can die .
Like WTF =.=
Why is there school tomorrow ?
There's band too .
ZOMPPPPPPPPPP !!!
Let me see , my schedule for nxt week :
Monday - Sch + Band
Tuesday - Sch + Band(nt confirm)
Wednesday - Sch + Band
Thursday - Sch + Tuition
Friday - Halfday sch + Going MBS( maybe ? ) + Watching movie( STEP UP 3D )
Saturday - Band
Sunday - Dance
You get what I mean ?
SEE !
So busy .
Juz when I thought I could rest after Ballet exams ,
I might wanna quit ,
there's Ballet concert on Dec 4th .
YAY =.=
FUCK AND SCREW MY LIFE . ]=
I'm tired .
I've got to do well for my streaming !!!
Ok .
GTG .
I miss my idols .

ILY , but the fact is tht you dun even knw my existence .

Mad love .

2010-08-21T19:19:00.001+08:00

MAD LOVE {L}
EDWARD AND JOSH ! ~
I dun feel like posting S=
I'm lazy !
Oh well ,
byes =]

Bleeding love .

2010-08-19T15:34:00.002+08:00

Back from school =/
I'm freaky tired larhs ,
like seriously !
I'm always tired everyday larhs ,
so stressed out I'm gonna cry .
LOL .
I shall be a good girl and do some schoolwork later
which includes doing corrections for maths file ,
packing other files and doing homework .
I still have to study for HE .
GAHHHH .
I failed my Geog like so damn badly D=
DIE .
Haix .
Ok byes .

True love comes only once in a lifetime .

Saxophone {L}

2010-08-18T21:43:00.002+08:00

ZOMPPPPPP ....
Hellohs =]
I'm watching Unriddle nows !
School time was ok =]
Chemistry test was easy ,
Physics was HELL-IDK-WTF-I'M-DOING .
LOL .
Band was HELL .
I cried through the whole section .
Wasted the tears ,
and now my eyes hurtz like mad .
I can't play my saxophone properly ,
and got shouted by Mr Yeo .
LOL .
Then he keep saying things that make me cry .
He took my sax and played and say :
"See like tht lor , very difficult meh ? "
His sound wasn't too good too =.=
Then he said the worse is go back clarinet lor .
and I cried and say I wanna go back !
He said he go tell Mr Ed and let him decide .
Mr Ed came out and then he was like :
" Haiyo why cry until like so kelian like tht ? "
Then Mr Ed go try my saxophone .
He play le then say :
" YOUR SAX SPOIL LA ! "
Laughs .
Mr Yeo dun even knw D=
Haix .
Changed new saxophone ,
in the end ,
I CAN PLAY =.=
WTF .
I CRIED FOR NTH !
WOOHOO ! ~
LOL !
Then Unriddle made me cry again .
My eyes are so pain and I'm sleepy .
Byes =]

Regrets in life ,

2010-08-16T09:36:00.001+08:00

Stomach Flu ]=
Didn't go to school .
I TOTALLY REGRETTED NOT GOING
FOR TH SCIENCE PAPERS THEN COME HOME !
MY EXAM MARKS T.T

Byes .
I LOVE MY IDOLS !

Fantasy love {L}

2010-08-14T08:29:00.004+08:00

Hellohs =]
I'm awake !
I was too tired yesterday ,
so didn't post !
Hmm , let's start from yesterday !
I totally flunked Geog and Hist !
Like seriously !
But the good thing is , I passed Maths ,
according to Mdm Neo =]
It's a good thing !
I hope I pass Geog and History !
Ok so ,
then after that was HE and other stuff !
Was boring tht WHOLE day ,
especially VLP =.=
Lol .
Then went for band ,
no need fall in ,
then Mr ed came ,
and told me I have to play saxophone ?
I WAS LIKE ALMOST CRYING LA !
I miss clarinet so much !
I MISS MY EX-SECTION !
HAIX !
Tired on the saxophone ,
I keep playing high ,
cos I'm very tight !
I spent th whole day trying so hardd ,
can make le !
But haix , have to learn a new instrument again ,
its like Sec 1 again .
I dun like tht feeling !
Forget it .
We'll see how it goes .
I MUZ JIAYOUS !
Byes .

No matter how much you hate me , I still love you .

2010-08-12T15:10:00.003+08:00

Hellohs =]
Back from school ! =]
YES , I SURVIVED THURSDAY !!!!
YAY !
I hate thursdays , since last year .
Today had Maths CA2 !
It was quite easy after all ,
but the easier it is , the more scarier it is !
I have no confidence I'll do well !
*Sad face*
Hmm ...
tomorrow's Geog and Hist !
I hope I dun screw up !
I'm juz gonna read through !
Everytime I study really hard ,
I FAIL !
What is this D=
I think I'm gonna flunk History larhs .
Geog maybe I will flunk it too !
Maybe I shall remember the important points !
Haix .
I think I shall study a bit !
Hmmm ...
nothing much lerhs .
OK byes !

It's amazing how you can speak right to my heart ,
even when we're not together ...

The only reason =]

2010-08-11T19:06:00.003+08:00

Hellohs =]
Back from school lerhs !
Today was as usual ,
juz tht I sat at a different place during recess
and lunch !
Was abit awkward and extra lorhs !
Blehs !
But we can always make new friends right ?? =]
My whole day was moodless ,
and then during recess ,
Phelicia sms-ed me !
She was like :
: " Want to knw something ? "
I said : " What ? "
She said : " Joshua commented on your status ! "
Then I used Amelia iPhone to see !
AND REALLY , JOSH COMMENTED !
My status was updated when I
watched finished ystd's Unriddle !
Then I wrote on facebook ,
" JOSHUA IS ADORABLE JUZ NOW ! Did you see ? "
Then Joshua commented : " Got meh ? "
HAHAHA !
*laughs die me*
So adorable !
That's why I say I have th best idol in th world ! {L}
I'm so blessed !
What more can I ask for ?
WOOHOO ~~
HAHA !
It totally cheered up my day and I went crazy after that !
After school , had Chinese Oral !
It was ok , but I screwed up a little !
Nvm !
I hope I'll pass !
So yea ..
Tomorrow's Maths CA2 !
I hope I dun screw up !
But most probably I will !
DIE MANX !
Ok ...
I've decided to write a long post ,
so I stole this quiz from Amelia's blog =P
I got credit her !
FROM AMELIA'S BLOG !
OK so here it goes --

ABC About you questions :

A - Available : Maybe ?
B - Birthday : 20 Nov 1996 ^^
C - Crushing On : You knw who .
D - Drink You Last Had : Plain Water ..
E - Easiest Person To Talk To : Sinyue / JacquelineKoh
F - Favourite Song : Currently it's Lucifer or maybe Glee Songs ?
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms : Bears , those worms look disgusting !
H - Hometown : Singapore {L}
I - In Love With : Idols , Nutz , Friends , Singing , Movies
J - Juggle : I can't juggle ]=
K - Killed Someone : If I won't end up in th jail ...
L - Longest Car Ride : From SG to Genting !
M - Milkshake Flavour : Chocolate.
N - Number Of Siblings : 0 ! =]
O - One Wish : To have endless wishes !
P - Person You Called Last : Dad ~
R - Reason To Smile : Idols , they're th best !
S - Song You Last Heard : Tennage Dream - Katy Perry
T - Time You Woke Up : 6.45am
U - Underwear Colour / Pattern : Why muz you be so pervertic ?
V - Vegetable(s): Cabbage , Broccoli !
W - Worst Habit : Slouching .
X - X-rays You've Had : Dun remember ?
Y - Yoyos Are : Tht circular toy tht kids play with ?
Z - Zodiac Sign : Scorpio ! ^^

RANDOM QUESTIONS ABOUT YOU

Spell your name without vowels : Shh ? COOL !
What color do you wear most ? : Black and White ?
What are you listening to ? : TV advertistments
Are you happy with your life right now ? : I'm blessed ! {L}
What is your favorite class in school ? : Art !
When do you start back at school/college ? : T-O-M-O-R-R-O-W ! ]=
Favorite pair of shoes ? : Er , tht pink and black one !
Where do you wish you were right now ? : With th Nutz and Joshua ...

THE DO'S :

Do you believe there is life on other planets ? : Yes , why not ?
Do you believe in miracles ? : IT juz happened today !
Do you believe in magic ? : Fake de ?
Love at first sight ? : OF COURSE , it happened 3 times in my life !
Do you believe in Satan ? : Er , yes ?
Do you believe in Santa ? : Nope .
Do you know how to swim ? : YES !
Do you like roller coasters ? : For some !

THE HAVES :

Have you ever been on a plane ? : Yes .
Have you ever asked someone out ? : Of course !
Have you ever been asked out by someone ? : Yes ..
Can music make you happy ? : Music makes EVERYONE happy =]
How many times have you had your heart broken ? : Couple of times .
Have you ever loved someone so much that you'd die for them ? : YES , everytime .
What is your current hair color ? : Dark Brown .
Current piercings ? : 1 ! I WAN 2 !
Have any tattoos ? : NONONO !
Eye color ? : Black ?
Favorite eye color : Blue , Green or GOLD =]
Short or long hair : Long .
Height : 163cm , I wanna be 170cm !
Best clothing : Juz casual ones ?
Have you ever been to jail : NO , duh ?
Mooned someone : NONONO !
Thrown up in a store : No.
Laughed so hard you cried : Most of th times =]
Cried in school : Yes .
Done something really stupid that you still laugh at today : Of course.
Gone skinny dipping : ARRR . NO ?

THIS OR THAT

Pepsi or Coke : They taste th same , I can't differentiate !
McDonald's or Burger King : McDonald's.
Single or Attached : Single.
Chocolate or Vanilla : Chocolate =]]
Strawberries or Blueberries : Strawberries.
Meat or Veggies : More of meat , but I do eat Veggies , some only !
TV or Movie : Both !
Guitar or Drums : GUITARRRRRRRRR !
Adidas or Nike : I dun like sports but Nike bottles are cool !
Chinese or Mexican : Both .
Cheerios or Corn Flakes : Both ?
Cake or Pie : Cake .
MTV or VH1 : MTV=]

WOAH ! I'm finally done =]
I'm juz blessed !
Ok byes !

This fall didn't kill me , it made me stronger .

2010-08-10T13:54:00.003+08:00

Hellohs =]]]
Time flies ]= ,
tht day was Friday ,
and today it's Tuesday lerhs !
And tomorrow's school D=
Screw life ]=
Tomorrow's Chinese oral .
I think I'll screw it up !
Blehs , but definitely will pass barhs ?
Yea , I'm stuck at home now !
I'm suppose to meet up with my second family !
THE BELOVED NUTZ ,
but because of CA2 ,
I'm stuck at home !
*grumpygrumpy*
I wanna go out !
Haix , nevermind .
Oh btw , my idols cheered me up agains ! {L}
Firstly , Joshua was on Unriddle ystd !
And when Chen LiPing told him she was an undercover ,
he laughed like mad lor !
I LAUGHED WITH HIM !
HAHA !
Secondly , Twilight casts won lots of awards !
They won alot awards for th Teen Choice Awards =]
I'm so happy !
They've won :

Choice Movie Actor( Drama )
- Robert Pattinson
Choice Movie Actor: Fantasy
- Taylor Lautner
Choice Movie Actress: Fantasy
- Kristen Stewart
Choice Smile Presented by Invisalign Teen
- Taylor Lautner
Choice Male Hottie
- Taylor Lautner
Choice Summer Movie Star
- Robert Pattinson
Choice Movie: Liplock
- Robert Pattinson & Kristen Stewart
Choice Movie Chemistry
- Robert Pattinson & Kristen Stewart
Choice Summer Movie
- The Twilight Saga : Eclipse
Choice Movie: Male Scene Stealer
- Kellan Lutz
Choice Movie: Female Scene Stealer
- Ashley Greene
Choice Movie: Villain
- Rachelle Lefevre
Choice Summer Movie Star: Male
- Robert Pattinson
Choice Summer Movie Star: Female
- Kristen Stewart
Most Fanantic Fans
- Twilight Casts
Choice Red Carpet Fashion Icon-Male
- Taylor Lautner

Ohmygod , alot right ?
I'm waiting for the videos to come out .
Sadly Kris was not there .
But I wonder who helped her take her awards .
HMMM .
OK shall see !
Byes !

Everything seems so hopeless , I think I should give up .

2010-08-09T21:54:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =]
I'm using my new lappy to blog
while watching Unriddle !
Yes , I knw I've said tht I bought th lappy like a
month ago ?
But I couldn't get access into th internet !
Luckily today my uncle helped me =]
So now I'm using =]
Unriddle episode 4 damn nice la !
Joshua damn cute lorhs !
He laughed until so loudd !!
OHMY , did you see the Epsiode 5 ad ?
Got Joshua !~
OK !
Muz watch tomorrow !
OH my , I can't believe today alr Monday night !
SHIT LARHS !
So fast !
That day just friday only !
AIYO !
OK Byes !

I think I should give up .
I'm tired of all these ...
Like seriously .
Luckily I have her and her beside me =]
Thanks alot for th advice !

PS : I LOVE JOSH AND ROB !

Complicated .

2010-08-08T21:51:00.002+08:00

Hellohs .
Back from Bugis .
Today , woke up , went for band .
Was FUN =]
But we only played a little bit .
But had alot of fun ,
we were dancing and singing all th way lor .
HAHA !
Then went back and had Mac =]
Sadly we didn't take part in the YOG thingy .
And we can't even watch it ..
Went home and then went to Bugis to watch
"Old Cow VS Tender Grass"
Nice =]
I give rating of 4/5 =]
Tells me tht age isn't a problem when it comes to LOVE =]
HEEHEE !
OK so ,
after tht went to eat with Godparents .
And we saw this SG guy and
China guy quarreling and fighting ! O.O
I think th china guy cycle ,
then he knocked onto the SG guy ..
Then tht SG guy keep scolding vulgarities
which i think th china guy
dun even knw what th hell he meant
Then suddenly th china guy say :
" NI MEN XIN JIA PO REN DOU SHI ZHE YANG DE "
Then my dad shouted at him .
And th SG guy went to use a tile to hit his back O.O
I screamed sia !
And then I shouted : " OEIIIIIIIIII !!! "
Ok so byes =]

I dun like yours .. and I would NEVER snatch them ...bcos they're YOURS ... I have MINE and its already enough .

Words cannot describe how much I love you .

2010-08-08T06:32:00.003+08:00

Hellohs ..
It's early in th morning like 6:35AM ?
Gah ,
going to school soon ,
10 more mins !
The YOG torch is reaching my school =DDD
I hope we're not LIVE telecast O.O
Hmmm ...
yesterday before I went to bed ,
something happened .....

Sorry....
I juz wanted to help ....
I didn't knw tht would make you angry ....

What makes you think I like them ...
Can't I juz help ?
I have my own , I dun need others ..

Masterclass .

2010-08-07T22:45:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =]
I'm so tired today ...
Early in th morning woke up ,
get ready and went to school for Masterclass .
When Mr Leonard Tan came and we had to play for him ,
the whole band sounds weird ,
maybe because we were afraid of him ?
Then at first I thought he will scold us ,
in the end , he's better than Mr Ed Tan and Mr Yeo !
He's super humorous =]
He keep making us laugh ~
There wasn't 5min I was not laughing .
We juz keep laughing and laughing !
HAHA !
Even Mr Ed , Mr Yeo and Mr Quek kept laughing at his jokes =]
HAHAHA !
Masterclass was FUNNNN !
Then came home ,
and rested till 3plus and went to Toa Payoh ..
Ate and shopped .
LOL.
I saw Jeremy there and he keeps shouting my name .
LAUGHS .
Then came home ,
so tired ]=
I watched Twilight again !
For th 15th time ,
juz to get tht feeling back !
And well ,
I GOT IT BACKKKKKKKKKKK =]
WOOHOO !
Crooked Smile ! ~ {L}
Ok Byes .

PS : YOG TORCH REACHING MY SCH TOMORROW ,
MY CCA WILL BE PERFORMIN =]

I've been spending all my time trying to understand why am I so unlucky ..
Other girls are always luckier than me .

Special .

2010-08-06T16:45:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =]
I'm so tired !
Even though today half day only !
Tomorrow and Sunday still got band .
I'll be screwed tomorrow .
I 100% will get scolded and 100% will cry .
Tomorrow having masterclass by some guy called Mr Tan .
Not my own conductor but someone from outside ?
That masterclass Mr Tan will sure scold me .
He will be like :
" WHY CAN'T YOU PLAY , GET OUT NOWWWW ! "
Mr Ed kinda hinted us le ...
HAIX .
Oh and ,
I dun understand why people hate Justin Bieber !!!
I mean you can hate him for all the reasons ,
but not one !
Dun tell me , " HE'S GAY SO I HATE HIM ! "
WTH ?
You dun even know him ,
what makes you think he's gay ?
LOL .
And plus ,
even if he's a gay ,
why hate him ?
He juz likes a guy ?
What's wrong with that ?
It's not wrong , it's juz rare .
That makes him special , dun you think ?
LOL .
Ok enough of Justin Bieber .
I juz said it because I think he's super talented
and people hate him for th wrong reason ?
You can hate him bcos you dun like his way of styling ,
you can hate him bcos you juz hate ?
But not bcos he's gay ?

Laughs .
Ok byes .
This post is not meant to offend anyone =]

Butterflies in my stomach ..

2010-08-05T17:32:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD , HI READERS .
Excuse me for my caps !
I'm so HIGHHHHHHHHH now =]
HAWTHAWT !
EDWARD @________@
Yes , I'm going crazy over tht
overly-handsome fictional Vampire again !
No other vampires can take his place =]
HAWT MANX !
HEEHEE !
I was so bored then I start to watch the leaked Eclipse scenes !
SO HAWT MANX !
Edward's such a gentleman =]
Ok .
Enough of him , or my readers will go crazy .
School was tiring today , but survived !
TOMORROW HALF DAY !
OH YEAH , OH YEAH , OH YEAH , HEYYYYYYY ~
HAHAH !
People think this song sucks but then ,
this song could be stuck in people's head FOREVER !
HEEHEE !
Later got tuition !
Ok byes .

PS : Josh's selling his motorbike for 8000bucks .
If you buy , you can get to see him in real life !
SO GOOD HOR ?
And you get a super nice plate no. !
3344 !
It means FOREVER ! ~
HAHA !
NICE !
OK .
Contact him on FB if you're interested !

OH EDWARD , WHY DO YOU HAVE TO BE SO HOT ?
YOU'RE FICTIONAL YET SO HAWT !
AHHHHHHHHH !
I'm going crazy over you !

I can let go and move on ,
but I will never stop loving you .

Love is a friendship caught on fire ..

2010-08-04T20:43:00.002+08:00

HEYY PEEPS =]
I'M SO HIGH NOW !
Although my eyes are sleepy .
They wanna sleep =X
Eyes : Can we sleep ? We're tired ]=
Brain : NONONO !
Our owner wanna see her precious hubby . So wait till 10pm .
Eyes : *Sobs*
Brain : Come on , you knw Josh's handsome and simply irresistible !
Eyes : You have a point ! He's so cute and handsome .
Brain : Yes , so we shall stay awake for our owner !
Eyes : SUREEE =] JOSHUA FTW !
LAUGHS !
The conversation between my eyes and brain is so KAWAII !
OHMYGOD !
HAHAHA ! ^___^
Today school was STUPID =.=
and then band was tiring =X
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
UNRIDDDDDDLE IS GONNA START IN LESS THAN 10MINS .
AND I'm freaking out .
Ok beys !

To be in love is like jumping off the cliff with no intent of looking down at the bottom .
You don't care that its gonna hurt like hell when you hit the bottom .
All you care is for just that short period of time ,
you feel like you could fly .

I NEED YOU .

2010-08-03T21:23:00.006+08:00

Loves {L}

HELLO ,
BACK FROM SCHOOL .
DUN FEEL LIKE POSTING ,
NOT THAT I'M ANGRY , OR EMO-ING .
I'M JUZ TOO TIRED .
THANKS FOR UNDERSTANDING .
BYES .

I find myself smiling for no specific reason because of you .
I can't stop smiling when I hear your name ,
and it's not th usual way I smile ,
it's smiling very cheerfully ,
with my teeth exposed =]
I like tht feeling .
I'm happy when I love you .
But on the other hand , I'm sad ...

I fall for you , hoping that you would catch me , but you didn't ...

2010-08-02T20:28:00.003+08:00

Heyy !!
I'm back from band and school .
Yes , today got EXTRA band practice ...
My eyes are closing , I'm tired ]=
But I'm kinda high todayyyy =X
Maybe its because I juz realized from Wednesday onwards ,
I can see Joshua on TV again =]
I MISS HIM SO MUCH THAT I'M GETTING ILLUSIONS !~
I keep hearing people call Joshua then I'll turn around ,
then actually no one talked about him or mentioned his name .
LAUGHS !
Miss him so much =X
On the other hand , I'm still high about Saturday !
LAUGHS !
Today , went to watch abit of the finals !
NICE SIA =]
Congratz to the finalists =]
School tomorrow .
Byes ...

Sometimes I'm so scared to get close to anyone because
everyone that ever said : " I love you .... and I'll be there for you . " LEFT .

My handsome boyfriend & hubby :

HANDSOME HOR ?
HAHA !
Byes ~

Mixed Emotions .

2010-08-01T19:07:00.002+08:00

Back from dance =X
Was ok I guess ?
Hmmm ...
I'm so tired from yesterday's event .
But it's ok ,
I LOVE MY IDOLS =]
I think I've got too much idols =X
Josh , Rob/Edward , Kris/Bella , Taylor and YaHui .
Abit too much hor ?
Maybe Yahui is juz a senior ?
HAHA !
But I do like her acting .
Taylor still ok .
I still like him because he's cute .
LAUGHS .
Not really crazy though .
I think I shall not have too much idols le .
Others is only er like barhs ,
but I won't go find out more about them .
Too much I cannot concentrate =X
I shall juz focus on JOSHUA & TWILIGHT .
Lol =]
I LOVE JOSH AND TWILIGHT WITH MY LIFE .
I was really missing Josh and Rob today ]=
MY HUBBY AND BF =]
HAHAH !
Miss them so much ...
OK byes .

Josh , Rob/Edward , Kris/Bella , Taylor rocks my life {L}
I think I would have died without you all !

Unriddle ! ~

2010-07-31T21:50:00.005+08:00

Hellohs blog readers =]
I'm back from the Unriddle event .
Basically this show is a CID show ,
mediacorp production , of cos .
2 of th main artistes in this
show is RuiEn & Chen LiPing !
So they had this online game of logic questions !
Then we had to er ,
play to knw the event time , place and date ..
Then we will go to th place to play the last round ..
The winner gets an iMac !
Only the first 30 to reach can get in to
play the game , watch first episode of Unriddle ,
eat and interact with the artistes !
Me , JacquelinePeh and Sinyue went to support ,
even though Josh is not there !
This is his last show ,
so muz support !
Then I woke up at 5:30am !
Then get ready and all .
But Sinyue woke up late .
Then we reached there at 7:30 ?
Then went to wait .
Waited for 7hours !
Tiring but fun !
Then before going in ,
me and Jac went to the toilet ,
we came out and saw Zzen !
Then we ran back to tell Fiona ,
she say she didn't see ,
then she ran after Zzen !
HAHA !
After that she come and thank me .
She's not bad after all ...
Then we went in ,
the artistes talk about their roles !
At first when I see Shaun in real life ,
aka LiQin in Your Hands In Mine ( Xiang Wo Ni De Shou )
I wanna slap him !
Because in YHIM , he very bad ]=
Then later we went in to watch the first episode of Unriddle !
Then Jac say "I thought you wanna slap Shaun ?
Later he sit beside us ..'
Then he really sit beside us sia !
OHMYGOD !
Then me and Jac laugh !
And he look at us .
Then I look at him ,
and he smile with electric eyes !
AHHH !
Then I got dian daos !
OK ,
HE'S HANDSOME !
AHHHH ~~~
HAHAHA !
Then while watching ,
RuiEn's fans keep making noises cos got RuiEn !
HAHAH !
Then got one part got Josh !
Then 3 of us SCREAMMMMMMMMMMM !
DAMN LOUD OK ?
Then all of th people stare at us !
HAHA !
Didn't expect him to be out in 1st episode ,
cos he wasn't main lead .
HAHAH !
We screamed so loud sia !
Louder than RuiEn's FC which has 20 fans ?
HHAHAHA !
Then we played the game and this RuiEn fan won !
HAHA !
Then went out to eat and interact with artistes !
I wanna take pic with Shaun so badly !
Then went to take with him =]

HAHA !
AWESOME SHUAI WITH ELECTRIFYING EYES !
WOOOOHOOO !
HAHAH !
I hate him last time ,
but now I like him =]
HAHA !
I always seem to dun like tht person first , then I like him/her !
Weird ...
Ok ,
then went around to take pics !
Here they are :

SO CUTE !
I didn't take much pictures ,
cos Josh wasn't there =/
Went to get the artistes to sign the posters !
HAHA !
Then er ,
all the artistes left ,
and RuiEn was stuck cos many people demanded
for autograph or photo .
Including me =P
When we went to take pic with her ,
she was like :
" Joshua FC one ? Juz now you all scream
very loud , I got shocked ! " ( In Chinese )
LAUGHS !
HAHAH !
So here's the pic :

OK .
Oh I think going for this event is worth it !
Look at the free gifts they gave :

ALOT HOR ?
LAUGHS !
Ok .
Then went to Dhoby Ghaut to meet
the crazy Phelicia who juz finished attending
the LeeMinHo thing ?
LAUGHS !
She was so high la !
Then I was also very high !
We walked , chatted then went home !
Tiring , but really fun !
I LOVE JOSHUA ANG FOREVER !
SHUAISHUAI =]
Byes !

Luciferrrr !

2010-07-30T20:40:00.002+08:00

OHMYGODDDDDD HELLOHS !
I'm back from bandddddd & school !
School was relaxing today .
I hope I didn't screw up the Geog paper ...
Band was fun at first ,
then it got screwed up ..
We went to the place outside DC
and marched around !
LOL , there were lots of NGs !
Then finally done ,
went back to th bandroom
and they filmed us playing National Anthem
and us saying : " WE LOVE S'PORE " !
LAUGHS !
Had lots of fun ..
Then started rehearsals ,
it was getting all boring .
Then when we play nobody ,
Mr Ed scolded me ,
cause I play wrong key .
Then I was like WTHHHH ?
I'M HUMAN , WE MAKE MISTAKES ! =.=
Then he still scold ,
then when he make a mistake ,
we also nv say him =.=
WTF !
THIS IS SO UNFAIR , OK ?
Spoil my mood larhs !
Then don't need to fall in =]
Went to BBTea shop with Jacqueline ,
then walked home !
OH BOYYYYYY !
I'm addicted to SHINEE'S LUCIFERRRRRR !
SO AWESOME PLS !
Minho !
ANDAND ONEW'S HAIRSTYLE IS DAMN NICE !
TAEMIN'S ONE ALSO !
GAHHH !
I miss Minho's longgg hair D=
Ok byes !

I MISS ROB SO MUCH I WANNA DIE !
JOSH TOO !

Sometimes , when I watch Rob videos , I cry .
He's like so near yet so far .
Juz infront of me , on the screen ,
and living on the same planet as me ,
but we are so far apart ]=
I WANNA SEE HIM NOWWWW ]=

God , it's so beautiful when he smiles ..

2010-07-29T16:24:00.004+08:00

Back from school =X
Er ,
today we went to Eunos
to interview the old folks =]]
All of us depend on Huiying leh !
She's th only one who know Hokkien !
Not that I dunno larhs ,
but I dun dare say ..
And some I dunno how translate .
Gah ,
then went back to school .
Er ,
Chemistry was fun . =]
We did experiments =]
Then English was fun too !
Maths was tiring D=
Tomorrow got banddd !
Ok ,
I can't wait for our next performance =]
Whee ~
Oh , today during English lesson ,
Mrs Su asked us to do a vocabulary thingy ..
Then KaiFong's group wrote this :
Idolize -- " Why do girls idolize Edward Cullen for his looks ? "
Laughs .
I can tell you ,
firstly ,
when I first watched Twilight ,
I like Edward because of the way he loves Bella .
It's like he would die for her !
Really ,
most girls like this kind of love .
Although , its dangerous being with him ,
its worth it .
It's like , " WHO CARES ? I LOVE HIM ! "
LAUGHS !
Then he began to look really handsome !
LAUGHS !
HAWTTTT ! ~
And did you see his golden eyes ?
AHHHH !
Even when he has BLACK eyes , like us !
HE LOOKS HOT !
Btw , Fyi , Rob has greyish blue eyes =]
Which is totally hot too !
Kris has green eyes ! =]
And his hairstyle !
AHHHH !
Mad hot , ok ?
Laughs !
He's the perfect boyfriend I've always wanted =]
WOOTS ^_____^
Rob is hot too .
Yes , they're the same person ,
but they are totally different person .
LAUGHS !
JOSHUA IS HANDSOME TOO !
Today when Vishaalee was playing with my phone ,
then she saw my wallpaper !
Me and Josh de pic !
Then she was like Who's tht ? Your dad ?
I was like WTF ? He so young where got my dad ?
LAUGHS !
Ok byes .!

When you love someone ,
you naturally turn his negative points
into positive points .
And other people would never understand it ,
because they don't love him as much as you .

I get butterflies in my stomach when I see you .

2010-07-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =]
Back from school and band ..
Gah ,
school was ok today ,
I guess .
Band was funny ...
Although it was tiring ]=
I WAN A NEW CLARINET ! =X
When is my new clarinet coming D=
*Grumpy face*
RAWRRRRR !!!
Today Mr Ed talked about what
we wanna be when we grow up ..
As in what we think we would be doing when we grow up ...
And he asked me ...
I dunno how reply ..
Then he say " Get married to Joshua and have kids la "
in front of the whole band !
SO PAISEH LARHS .
still repeat 3 to 4 times !
Then after band while packing up ,
I put my magazine on the stand ,
and I flipped it to the page where got Joshua !
Mr Ed saw and he laughed !
LMAO !
Then Mr Yeo as usual he shake his head ..
Then he keep saying TOWKAY ANG !
KEEP MAKING ME LAUGH ! @____@
HEEEHEEE !
Ok byes .
I WANNA WATCH GLEEEEEEE ~~
AND I MISS ROB/EDWARD AND KRIS/BELLA !
RAWR !

Love has no past tense .

I love your smile .

2010-07-27T17:47:00.003+08:00

Back from school =]
school was boring today .
But we rehearsed quite alot for Drama today .
Blehs .
Life's boring .
Today assembly got this clean and clear thing .
Although I'm abit angry cos abit insult Rob ! ]=
But at least got Taylor and Rob's pic =]
Yes , smiley face ^_____^
I like Taylor ok !
Taylor and Jacob different !
WOLFYYYYYYYY =]
VAMPIREEEEEEEEE =]
Haixxx ...
Tomorrow got band ]=
Byes .

Every girl , no matter what , wants to be love .

Sometimes love is unexpected .

2010-07-26T17:34:00.003+08:00

Back from school .
I NEARLY DIED SIA !
Today school was SO SIANX !
Haix .
Then er ,
after school went to give those who
auditioning MJR idol support =]
They did great larhs . =]
Congratz to Mavis' group and Amelia for getting in !
Congratz to the others too =]
HAHA !
I'm so freaking angry my lappy can't get into internet D=
And I can't solve the unriddle quiz !
FML !
AHHHH ~
Ok byes .

Love is something you feel , not see .

Don't ever let me go .

2010-07-25T19:36:00.002+08:00

Hellohs .
Back from ballet .
Tired , but fun .
Today , I tried my best sia !
Still ok larhs .
My legs hurt D=
Then went to shop !
Went to buy Eclipse Official Companion .
And I bought a magazine =]
Haix.
Ok Byes ..

So tired lerhs .
I dun wanna understand how adults feel .
Why they so weird de .
Seriously sia .
My mum keep scolding me .
I watching DVD of a show which TV now also showing .
Then I watch until last episode alr .
Then she come in ask this ask tht ,
cos she only watch halfway on tv .
Then I ask her to watch tht show herself .
Then she scold me . I was like WTF ?
Last time I ask this ask tht ,
she scold me , tell me watch myself .
Then now she scold .
Then juz now I soak the clothes ,
she scold me .
She say I should put in the clothes basket .
Then tht time I nv soak ,
she scold me .
WTF ?
can someone please tell me how adults think ?
I DUN UNDERSTAND ...

Wouldn't it be a prefect crime if you stole my heart and I stole yours .

You're the lyrics to my song .

2010-07-24T21:19:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =]
I'm back from IKEA .
TAMPINES IKEAAAAAA ^____^
HAHAH !
I went to Courts and Giant too =]
I got a lappy =]
It's not VAIO ]=
But at least I got a lappy .
Actually Dad wanna get VAIO for me ,
but only left with blue =.=
FML .
Have to get the SamSung one .
Black colour .
Nvm ...
Dad say Sec 4 he'll get a better one for me .
Ok ...
I'm so tired nows .
I'm watching The Ultimate Crime Fighter =]
Ok .
Byes .

One day ,
there was a couple walking through a park ,
hand in hand .
They were arguing over WHO LOVES WHO MORE .

Friendship , a strong word .

2010-07-23T19:20:00.002+08:00

Back from school and band ...
School was ok ...
Band was ok too ....
Watching The Ultimate Crime Fighter =]
It's nice =]
Nothing to talk about ....
OK byes .

Cried while waiting for band to start after I knew everything ...
Thanks for those people who comforted me :
Jacqueline , JiaRu , JiaXun , Pearlyn , and others .
You all should have told me ....
and not ignoring me ...
Have I ever said my past for you all to hear ?
I had NO friends when I was Pri 5 .
They bullied me , nobody cares .
But in the end , they forgave me .
From then , I became really sensitive .
And I am very aware of how people see me .
I have phobia of loneliness ..
I knew something was wrong since the beginning of the term ...
But I didn't knw what exactly ,
until today ...
You all should have told me ...
Even MSN also can ..
It makes me feel like I'm not important in your life ,
when you don't tell me ....
It's like you don't want me in your life ...
Yes , I said before I hate her .
Yes , I dun really like her .
But when I'm lonely ,
I need someone to talk to me .
And she came and find me ,
instead of me going to find someone .
So I juz tell her that I'm feeling so miserable .
And I feel better expressing my feelings.
Ok byes .

I knw what love is , because of you .

2010-07-21T20:44:00.002+08:00

Back from band & school =X
I nearly died , 99.99% dead .
LOL .
School was boring =.=
Whole day ,
I placed Joshua's picture on my study table
and he became my motivation .
I have to study ! Not sleep .
But slept during history ,
teacher ask us to sleep de!
AHAHAAHAH !
True , I nv lie =]
Band was the one that nearly killed me !!
After school already abit headache lerhs .
But I went for band .
Halfway through , nearly died .
Until 6pm that time ,
I was 99.95% dead !
Wanted to early depart ,
but Mr Yeo dun let ]=
Then he asked me whats my job ,
and I said : " SUPPORT JOSHUA ! "
LOL.
Then I really couldn't take it .
After fallout ,
I came home without waiting for Jacqueline .
Haix .
Then came home and ate panadol .
Rested on the sofa ,
bathe ,
ate .
Then better le ,
so now I using com =]
I watching The Ultimate Crime Fighter !
DAMN NICE =]
HAHAH !
Ok byes =]

What can I do ?
When the only one who can make me stop crying is the one that made me cry .

I have so much to say to you .

2010-07-20T15:37:00.002+08:00

Back from school =]
Today ,
school was ok ?
Yepp ?
Morning assembly ,
had a racial harmony talk .
Quite ok larhs =]
The whole period of Geog was
used to re-arrange people's sitting positions .
Then history was sianx @_@
as usual .
LOL .
Recess-ed , as usual =]
Drama was hopeless =.=
I HATE STAGE DRAMA D=
Cannot have NGs de ]=
Then er ,
English was ok ,
but I finished my work and slept .
HAHA !
MotherTongue , cher talk crap ?
I was SMS-ing Sinyue !
HAHA !
Phone bill gonna burst ?
Stupid Singtel ,
say what my phone unlimited MSG ,
then in the end , its not ?
FCUK SIA !
Haix .
Oh btw ,
today is Dad's b'dae !
Happy Birthday !
LOL !
Er ,
walked home with Zhenni and Jacqueline =]
Then , I BOUGHT IWEEKLY !
Got my handsome hubby ! {L}
Although its only half a page =.=
LOL .
I'm tired D=
Ok byes =]

Have to go memorize first part of The Spirit Endures D=
Ok . Byes .

Love is like a mountain , hard to climb . But when you get to the top , the view is beautiful .

I'm falling head over heels for you .

2010-07-19T17:00:00.009+08:00

Hellohs peeps =]
I'm back from school , as usual .
LOL .
Let me think about what happened ...
*Thinking in process*
HMMM ...
Er ,
PE was ok ?
we were like chatting about random stuffs la .
Of cos ,
chatted about Joshua with Huiying .
Really happy someone chatted with me about him =]
Usually ,
I'll be ranting about him ,
while the others talk about theirs .
Gah .
It's good to have someone who likes things that you like .
Blehs .
I hope I have a Josh fan in class =X
So we can chat all day .
People usually get irritated when I talk about Josh .
a typical scene will be like :
Me :" Joshua *blahblahblahblah* "
Others : " ...... " or " Haix *shakes his/her head* "
LOL .
Typical scene .
But its ok larjhs =]
Different peeps have different taste . =]
Hearing Rebecca and Jacqueline talking about their
Korean idols are fun too !
How I wish Nutz was in my school .
Then a typical scene will be like :
Me : " Ohmy , Joshua tweeted ! "
Others : " YAYA ! SO CUTE LARHS ! "
Then we will continue talking ! =]
Hees =]
I love The Nutz ! {L}
Nvm .
Literature was kinda fun ?
Then recess =]
We sang birthday song for Rebecca !
And we ate a cake =]
YUMYUM ! ~~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY , REBECCA ! =]
Lol !
Then er ,
English was boring =.=
Physics and Maths was tiring ! @_@
I didn't even knw Mdm Neo came into the class ,
until I hear people dragging their chairs !
LOL .
Then I woke up !
Geez ...
Then had lunch with the usual peeps =]
Jacqueline , Rebecca & Huiying . ^______^
Then went up to the band room to get my score !
RAWRZ !
Er , chatted with Jacqueline & Huiying for awhile ,
outside the band room .
and I went off early .
PS !
HAHA !
Singing the birthday song reminds me of Nutz & Josh ~
That day during the dinner with Josh ,
typical thing happened .
Josh didn't knw , then we sang song and cut cake .
Miss them .
Feels really lonely when theres no one talking Josh with me .
I miss Josh !
I miss Nutz .
I miss Rob/Edward & Kris/Bella !

WHAT THE FCUK ?
This is not gonna happen to them right ?
I hope not ~

Phew .
But I hope its no gonna be NC16 !
OK byes .

I wan a guy who saves my texts juz to look at them when he misses me .

Despicable Me =]

2010-07-18T19:59:00.001+08:00

Back from dance !
Super tired !
Honestly ,
I've lost the passion for dance ! ]=
I wan the dance session to be fun ,
not torturing D=
Haix.
Maybe I shouldn't have picked ballet in the first place !
Maybe I should have taken Jazz ?
No need do splits and all .
Haix .
I'm lazy la , I admit !
But really have lots of things to do ! ><
Studies , Drama , Dance , Band !
I'm not a robot !
I need to relax !
Haix ><
Ok nvm .
I'm kinda happy today larhs !
I like it when people flood me questions regarding
Josh or the FC !
Jeez ,
really hope I can grow up faster !
Haix !
I'm the secretary of Nutz ,
but most of the things all Sinyue do ]=
If I older , then I will have more free time !
Haix .
*SADS*
Btw ,
Jacqueline ,
CHEER UPS ^__________^

PS : I REALLY WANNA WATCH DESPICABLE ME !

If you look inside a girl's heart & see how much
she cries , you will find secrets , best friends and lies .
But what you'll see the most is how hard it is to stay
strong when nothing is right and everything is wrong .

Life's nothing without you .

2010-07-16T21:03:00.006+08:00

Hellohs =]
Back from school and band !
YES !
SUPER LATE !
HAHAH !
School was ok today ^________^
Band was ok ,
alittle boring =P
But after band ,
we went to eat together !
WOW !
I REALLY ENJOY IT !
LIKE BIG FAMILY !
And we watched YHIM together !
I keep screaming while eating !
Then they stare at me O.O
HAHAH !
They saw my true colours !
Acting like an idiot and screaming like a crazy woman
when I see Josh !
HAHA !
Last episode ! ]=
But its good ^^
I spend so much time talking !
I was like explaining how good Josh is !
Then Mr Yeo finally gave up and said
Joshua is the best !! {L}
HAHA !
He told me he gonna tell his army friends
he has this student who's a crazy diehard Josh fan .
HAHA !
He told me he saw Josh during reservist !
HAHAH !
LOL.
He evil la ,
nv tell me earlier !
OK la .
HAHA !
Then came home , bathe
and now I'm posting =]
Ok .
I've decided to write super long letter to Josh again !
Maybe shall start by posting here first .

Heyy Josh ,
it's good to see you after the Nutz chalet =]
It's been only a month ,
but I miss you so much !
It seems like years to me !
Thanks for making the chalet a memorable moment for us ,
and The Nutz will never forget that day ,
25/06/2010 !
It was fun and memorable because you were there .
You're the best idol !
You helped us set up the BBQ fire ,
when it was supposed to be us ,
who's setting up the fire for you .
We told you that it's the first time we're setting up a BBQ fire ,
and you immediately volunteered to help us !
You used your bare hands to take the charcoal ,
while we used the charcoal tongs !
You sweated for us ,
but all we do is just sitting down ,
watching you do all the hardwork ...
We all feel so guilty !
You even helped us to BBQ the food !
When you told us you had a good news and a bad news for us ,
we were prepared that you would
say that you will leave Mediacorp .
But when you said that your last day in Mediacorp
is 31st of July !
I couldn't help it ,
I felt like crying !
I tried to bear with it !
But when I saw Jacqueline crying ,
I could not help but cry too .
I immediately ran into the room and cried .
When you came in to comfort Jacqueline ,
and asked her why she cried ,
she told you that
she was very upset because we
didn't help you win in your last Star Awards .
When I heard those words ,
I couldn't help it but to cry again !
But I'm happy for you !
Because you're doing whats good for you .
And as a fan of yours ,
I'll support you !
Always remember that whatever you do ,
THE NUTZ WILL ALWAYS SUPPORT
AND LOVE YOU WITH OUR HEARTS !
After everyone stopped crying ,
you chatted with us while we ate .
I was really happy that
I could stand right infront of you
and take as many pictures as I want ~
You chatted with us and when it's 7pm ,
you came into the chalet and watched
Your Hands In Mine with us ,
although you did not appear in it on that day .
You were laughing at our expressions when we watched the show !
HAHA !
We had alot of fun !
After all the activities ,
you took pictures with us !
And made many unexpected cute poses !
We were so happy !
Then you chatted with us till 11+ and went off .
The next day ,
we went to watch you film .
Although it was warm and the place was very deserted ,
we were very happy !
In conclusion ,
you're the best idol I've had !
I'll support you no matter what !

Loves ,
Shihui !

Love's like the sunshine after the pouring rain .

2010-07-15T15:29:00.003+08:00

Hihi peeps =D
Back from school =]
School sucks a whole lot today D=
I totally nearly died waiting for 2:20pm !
But YAY ,
I survived ! ( Duh. If not I won't be posting rights ? )
LOL !
Tomorrow's friday !
Dun really have to study tomorrow !
GREATS !
But got band !
I WAN BAND REHEARSALS !
NOT SECTIONALS D=
*grumpy face*
OK , so ...
i'm still coughing D=
*CARLISLE SAVE ME ! *
*sads*
Oh ,
amazingly I passed my Chemistry test !
*JUMPS UP AND DOWN*
HHAHHAHAHAHAHA !
Ok .
LOL .
And today Maths was DISASTROUS =D
And while cher explaining ,
I was writing Joshua's name on my notebook !
HAHAH !
And she went through a maths qns which has
the word : " Joshua " on it !
And she said Joshua !
And I laughed !
Then some people went repeating the name !
HAHAHAH !
JOSHUA ! {L}
Ok enough of crapping .
HELLO , SINYUE ?
I knw you're reading !
HAHAH !
That was random !
OK byes !

I am 99.9% sure he doesn't love me , but it's the 0.1% that keeps me going .

Love comes unexpectedly .

2010-07-14T20:17:00.000+08:00

Hellohs ,
back from school and band =]
*COUGHS*
I'm coughing the hell out of me ,
and I'm dying =X
And the pressure the teachers are giving .
Even file-ing worksheets is a kind of stress .
WTF-FML !
Today school was a
" Class test + Filing worksheets day "
Nothing much .
Band was disastrous .
FML .
I like Waiteng , but she's scary =X
I agree , part of it is my fault .
BUT I HAVE NO TIME .
THIS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY .
FML .
Sometimes I juz wish I could relax a little !
Haix .
I miss last year's end-of-year holidays .
I NEED TO DO WELL IN MY EXAMS NOW .
And I F-KING SCREWED THE CHEM CLASS TEST TODAY .
Oh well .
Good luck to me .
Drama also got stress .
ITS SUPPOSE TO BE FUN .
BUT I CAN'T FEEL IT .
I miss Sec 1 life .
That's when I'm really happy .
Nv study , can pass .
Can relax and enjoy life .
Haix .
I wan a good job .
Like , oh forget it .
Byes .

Love is only a chapter in guys' life , but it's the whole book in girls' life .

All we need is love .

2010-07-13T17:54:00.005+08:00

Hellohs ...
Feeling a little unwell today .
I didn't want to go school ,
but thinking about the pile of homework .
I gave up .
LOL .
I have no mood at all .
During recess , so moody .
School was ok today =D
Had alot of fun during MT .
HAHA !
OK byes .

Adorable huh ? ^_____________ ^
Dun try to steal !
This pic belongs to me !
Seesee that copyright below ?
HAHAH !
OK byes .

It feels like this pain will last forever. It feels like this hurt will never go away.

When there's no hope ..

2010-07-12T09:34:00.002+08:00

Hellohs !
I'm at home nows !
Juz finished Geog homework !
Yes , I got MC !
I still having cough and cold !
When I'm not in school ,
I try to think of what my classmates will be doing now =]
HAHAH !
I'm happy though !
Can no need study !
But alot of things are making me worried .
First ,
I DUN HAVE KENSUKE'S KINGDOM !
Second ,
I HAVEN MEMORIZE SCRIPT .
Die.
Feels so hopeless D=
Ok nvm .
Byes.

REMEMBER TO WATCH YOUR HANDS IN MINE !
CHANNEL 8 , 7PM !
GOT JOSHUA !

Words can't describe the pain in me .

2010-07-11T12:09:00.005+08:00

Hellohs .
I'm sick ...
Feeling better lerhs .
But I'm not going to school tomorrow .
It's a day for GLEE .
I'm still coughing like mad though .
Although I'm better physically .
Something struck me emotionally .
Joshua hates Twilight .
and he hates green tea .
He hates everything I love .
Twilight is a part of me .
I'll die without it , you know ?
~~He tweeted this :~~
~~" Vampires Suck is making fun of everything that I hate. ♥~~ "
You knw what's Vampires Suck ?
Obviously its something Twilight Haters will like ...
Yes ,
THAT THING FREAKING INSULTS TWILIGHT .
And Josh likes it .
I read that tweet and cried immediately .
And I thought of alot of things .
And I realized he hates green tea too .
He hates almost everything I love .
And it hurts badly because
I'll love everything he loves and hate everything he hates .
But there's juz some things I can't give up .
I dunno why it hurts me so badly .
But I'll still love Josh no matter what .
~~*I bet some Twilight haters reading will be happy jumping up and down*~~

Talked to Sinyue .
What she says makes sense .
I juz have to ignore lor .
But my heart still hurts .
Because I LOVE TWILIGHT WITH MY HEART .
Dun worry Josh ,
I love you as much .
Ok byes .

I NEED PAPA CULLEN !

2010-07-09T21:51:00.001+08:00

Hellohs .
Shortest post on Earth .

I'M DYING OF COUGH .
I NEED PAPA CULLEN .

Byes .

Glee =]

2010-07-08T21:06:00.001+08:00

Back from school =]
I'm addicted to Glee =]
And Shinee's hello baby !
I LOVE CHOI MINHO !
AND JUNG YOOGEUN !
*Inserts loves*
HAHA !
Of course no one can replace Josh or Edward/Rob =]
HAHAH !
Juz a short post .
School was ok .
Tomorrow band ==
Ok byes .. =]

I can feel my heart bleeding at times .

Don't be ashamed to cry .

2010-07-07T20:28:00.003+08:00

Back from school & band =]
School was ok .
I screwed up the History test !
FML =.=
Chemistry test I did great =]
WOAH ! XD
This is my 550th post =]
This blog has been with me for so many years !
So many ups and downs =]
And the blog link !
I've used it since P6 ! =]
TEEHEE ! =]
Happier now I guess .
But still abit worried and sad .
Band was ok =]
But we did alot of pumping ]=
LEGS AND HANDS PAIN ]=
The ground so rough ,
then they wan us to do pumping there ..
Then those people keep nv do properly .
Then have to wait ,
my hands and knees @_@
I'm officially crazy over Josh and Rob/Edward . =X
HAHAH ! ~~~
BLEHSBLEHS !
H2O on tv today =]
Handsome Mr Ang ! ~
GAHGAH !
OK byes ...

I might be happy now .
But on that day ,
I will break down .
Because ,
I love you ,
and I'll miss you .

A million thoughts .

2010-07-06T17:27:00.004+08:00

Back from SCHOOOOOOOOOL . =X
School was ok today .
Assembly was FUN !
Andand , that video of PE teachers was nice !
The background music is the same as the one in Twilight !
The part where Cullens play baseball !
HAHAH !
Er , Geog was ok ..
We didn't learn much ...
History was boring but ok .
Recess as usual .
I'm crazy over SHINEE's HELLO BABY ! =]
And abit of Minho ?
Not Lee MinHo , is SHINEE's Minho .
HAHA !
Drama was a disaster .
I dun have a talent to act !
FAIL -.-
English was tiring !
I rested abit when the teacher let us do our own work .
LOL .
MT was ok .
Cos teacher went for some ORAL thing .
So we juz did a worksheet and then chitchat =]
Went home with Jacqueline !
Talked about Eclipse =]
Team Edward is gonna extinct , trust me .
Cos in all movies , Jacob looks very kelian !
There's only one part that I felt worried for Jacob ,
was the part his bones shattered =.=
Then others I was worried of Edward .
I basically screamed his name , BY MYSELF .
Others all Team Jacob .
JACOB AND TAYLOR ARE DIFFERENT .
Ok .
LOL.
And we talked about Kristen !
In the movie , Bella suddenly became Kristen .
It's very easy to see !
She out of a sudden will snapped out of being Bella ,
and becomes Kris !
HAHA!
I think I'm the only one who can tell =X
and then reached home .
Studied for Chem .
I'm 7/8 done , i guess .
History is like 3/4 done .
LOL.
I'm tired , dun feel like studying le !
Then Jacqueline online-d !
Chatted !
And I keep spamming her !
Cos I was watching Josh videos !
Then he so cute !
See the videos :

The second video ,
first few seconds ,
I talking to him =]
HAHAHA !
HAHA !
Then there's this video of SG idol , Sezairi ,
interviewing Kris and sang her a song .
Kristen like FREAKED OUT !
Here's the video :
http://www.facebook.com/#!/video/video.php?v=132250180140041&ref=mf
HAHAHA!
She's adorable =]
Right Rob ?
HEEHEE !
Ok I think thats all =]
Byes .

Even if I'm the only person left who is Team Edward ,
I'll still love Edward .
Even if I'm the only person left who loves RobertPattinson ,
I'll still love Rob .
I dun need him to have abs .
I love him ,
so he's obviously HOT to me .
Rob's love for Kris , and Edward's love for Bella ,
is what I've always wanted .
I'll love Rob/Edward the way he loves Kris/Bella =]

I love JoshuaAngSerKian .
He might not be SHUAI to you .
but he's definitely shuai to me !
He's cute !
Love his every action!
His laughter and smile are addictive .
I'll love him forever ! =]

These 2 guys are my life .
Nobody will understand my love for them .
They're the best .

I love Kris with my life too =]
She's really adorable !
And pretty =D
Rob should cherish her , you knw ?
HAHAH !
She's in love with her cat too =]
I love cats =D
SAMESAME !

HEEHEE ! ^^
I love my idols =D
byes!

It hurts me .

2010-07-05T20:39:00.002+08:00

WARNING :
This post may be offensive to Jacob fans .
I'm sorry ! Really sorry !
I juz need a space to say out my feelings !!
No offence intended !
SORRYSORRY !

Back from watching Eclipse .
And I'm kinda ....
Idk how say .
Eclipse is AWESOME ! ~
But can you believe I cried watching it ?
NO OFFENCE , SERIOUSLY NO OFFENCE !
I say NO OFFENCE !
This post isn't meant to be offending anyone .
It's juz for me to type out my feelings .
So here's the thing :
I hate Jacob even more !
When Jacob and Bella kissed ,
I CRIED .
I WAS SO ANGRY !
Edward damn kelian .
I HATE JACOB FOR THAT .
I hated Bella too , for awhile .
They kissed 2 times ,
the first time was ok ,
but Jacob made Bella hurt her hand =/
SHE BROKE HER ARM =.=
And the second kiss was Bella asking for it .
Damn , I nearly shouted .
Then I cried .
Poor Edward !
Imagine seeing your GF/BF kissing another guy/girl !
OHMYGOD !
And imagine seeing your rival !
Poor Edward !
But overall was ok .
I LOVE IT WHEN EDWARD PROPOSES TO BELLA !
SWEET !
Edward will always be edward =]
I'm proud to say :
" I'M TEAM EDWARD ! "
Not because of his looks !
In the first place when I watched Twilight ,
I loved him because of the way he loves Bella !
Then I find him hot !
I dun care if he doesn't have abs .
LOL .
And dun misunderstand me .
I LOVE TAYLOR !
He's in my idol list .
I juz dun like Jacob !
No offence ! Dun get angry after you read !
No offence !
I'm sorry if I offended you !
SORRYSORRY !
Ok , so ,
got one part is Jacob saying : " I'm hotter than you . "
to Edward .
The whole cinema laughed , except me !
It's not funny =X
I LOVE EDWARD WITH MY LIFE !
OK byes .

I wanna be strong , but nothing seems to work without you.

2010-07-05T09:58:00.002+08:00

Hellohs .
Today gonna watch ECLIPSE !
YES !
MY FAVOURITE MOVIE SERIES !
I hope watching this movie can make me happier .
Reading friend's blog ,
I realised tht I'm not the only one in pain .
I feel pain when I read their blogs .
Staying strong now .
I dunno when I'll break down again .
Maybe soon ,
2 weeks ?
Haix .
Ok .
So ,
I'm going off at 1pm =]
Meeting Lesin !
Edward !
I miss Edward so much !
I wanna watch Eclipse more than 1 time !
I have high expectations of this movie !
Very action ! ~~
HAHA ~
Ok byes .

I can't pretend that nothing had happened .

Your love is my drug .

2010-07-03T14:15:00.002+08:00

Hello =]
I'm feeling happier , I guess .
I think it's because of band ?
Yea , I dunno why also .
LOL .
I'll be happy .
But it doesn't mean I won't cry from time to time .
The sky cried on the behalf of me .
So thats why I won't cry today , I hope .
I WANNA WATCH ECLIPSE NOWWWWW ~
*Inserts lots of loves for Rob/Edward,Taylor and Kris/Bella !*
Gonna watch on Monday , with Lesin =D
Anyone wanna join us ?
**Note : I SCREAM WHEN I SEE EDWARD !**
LMAO .
LOL .
Today , gonna go shengsiong later ?
Then go visit my Grandma ,
She's back at home .
Ok so ,
I MISS JOSH AND THE NUTZ .
Raining these few days ,
so which means Joshua can rest =D
Goodgood !
No need to so xinku !
No need run like crazy !
Hope he's alright in there !
I WANNA MEET UP WITH NUTZ ! ;X
Yesterday , school was ok .
Ok byes .

He gave her 12 roses , 11 real and 1 fake and said " I'll love you until the last rose dies . "

You keep me alive .

2010-07-01T18:04:00.006+08:00

BACK FROM SCHOOL !
Nah , I'm not really happy or high .
ECLIPSE'S OUT TODAY !
*SCREAMS TILL THE BUILDING COLLAPSES*
LOL.
School was ok today =D
YAY !
For once , I'm not asleep .
CHEMISTRY'S KILLING ME !
Wish me best of luck .
Tomorrow got Algebra Test ?
GOD , save me !
Blehs .
Tomorrow will be quite relaxing !
Physics , F&N , Geog , Art , VLP .
Quite relaxing la .
HAHA !
Many things reminded me of Joshua !
Like :
Black Cars ,
Bikes ,
Lemon Tea ,
Guitar ,
Piano ,
people's smile
and got this Maths WS got JOSHUA .
I WAS LIKE AHHHHHHHHH ! O.O
HAHAHA !
I may seem happy , but I think thats so fake !
Haix .
Ok I think I gtg .
Byes .

My world turned upside down the day you decided to leave .
The grass is no longer green and the sky is no longer blue .
But , I love you , so I'll respect your decision .
I'll not cry , because you told me not to .
But today ,the sky cried on the behalf of me .
Even though I seem to be laughing and smiling ,
I find it so fake .
It's like something is missing from my heart.
You took half of my heart ,
and now its gone forever.
I'll try to be happy as much as I can .
But it will not be the same anymore .
My heart hurts , alot .
I still love you .

As long as you're happy .

2010-06-30T20:51:00.002+08:00

Back from band and school =D
School was abit sianx today !
I slept abit during maths ,
but teacher also not teaching !
She gave us do worksheet !
I finished liao then sleep de !
HEEHEEE ~
I miss Joshua so much !
Keeps giving me sudden emo-ness !
Really very sad .
Some little things keep reminding me of him !
Like Ice Lemon Tea .
Like Green Tea .
He dun like green tea ]=
Alot of little things , reminds me of him .
ECLIPSE'S COMING OUT TOMORROW !
I WANNA WATCH !
EDWARD =P
Blehs !
I realized I haven finish homework !
Blehs !
I got to go liaos !
BYES !

I know you're in a better place yeah
But I wish that I could see your face, oh
I know you're where you need to be
Even though it's not here with me

Thinking about youu .

2010-06-29T17:10:00.007+08:00

Hellohs =D
Back from school hours ago =/
School kinda OK today .
But I fell asleep during English again .
But teacher wasn't teaching .
She gave us a worksheet , and asked us do .
I finished liao , so I sleep !
Drama was ok .
HAHA !
I dun like stage drama .
I like television dramas !
*Thinking about Josh*
HAHA !
HEEHEE .
Amelia came to my house just now ..
She helped me with transferring pictures but FAILED !
She brought all the things home to try =/
I HOPE IT WORKS !
I decide to make some things of Josh .
Like tht pillow ( JacquelinePeh's Yalun pillow )
and the mini photobook =D
HAHA !
Gonna costs me a BOMB.
*KABOOM*
LALALALA !
I tried to stay awake today .
Hmm , not bad .
OH andand ,
ECLIPSE'S COMING OUT ON THURSDAY !
LALALALALALA !
Edward @_@
Bella @_@
HEEHEEE ~
I'm not watching on 1st July D=
UNFORTUNATELY ! )=
*Cries*
Nvm .
HAHAHAHAH !
LALALALA !
Ok I got to go .
Byes =D

The two most important guys in my life .
They're more important than my life =D
Love them so much =]
Byes =D

You are my LIFE, my WORLD, and the reason for my existence .
So true , isn't it ?

The one and only .

2010-06-28T15:35:00.007+08:00

Back from school .
Those people who saw me crying ,
I'm fine .
Nothing to worry .
I won't cry liaos .
But it still hurtz .
It's not the end yet .
I'll survive .
Today ,
I tried very hard to pay attention in class .
Because Josh asked us to work hard .
But I almost fell asleep during English
and I dun understand Maths .
GOD D=
Shall do homework after I eat finish my lunch .
I miss Joshua terribly .
Waiting for Amelia to come to my house .
I hope she can help me transfer my pics ,
cos I took lots of candid shots .
Ok ,
here are some of the pics =D
YOU CAN'T STEAL =D
COS GOT ' THE NUTZ ' OVER THERE !
HAHAHAH !
OK.

Cute yeahs ? He helped us !
HAHAHAH !
I love his smile .
ADORABLE !
Took these while he eating =P

YAY !
His smile @_@
HAHA !
OK byes =D

Conclusion :

I HAVE THE BEST IDOL IN THE WORLD =D
DO YOU ?

Life is not everything , Idols are EVERYTHING .

It hurts really badly , but I love you ,
therefore , I muz respect your choice .
No matter what happens , I'll be there fore you .
Loves .

Shattered into million pieces ]=

2010-06-27T20:54:00.005+08:00

Hellohs !
I'm back from chalet !
I FREAKING MISS JOSHUAANG !
AND HE'S CUTE , OK ?
Freaking adorable and handsome .
He came at 5 plus ,
and he saw me trying to set the fire up for BBQ .
Damn unglam ok ?
HAHA !
I so paiseh !
Then he asked if I need help .
And he used HIS WARM HANDS to take the charcoal .
OHGOD .
I FEEL SO GUILTY !
We used charcoal tongs to take the charcoal .
Then he used HIS HANDS !!!
OHMYGOD LARHS !
Then he did EVERYTHING !
and we juz sat there !
GOD .
He BBQ the food for us =D
HAHA !
Sweet =D
Then we ate ,
and chatted outside .
I STOOD RIGHT INFRONT OF HIM SNAPPING PICTURES .
HAHAHA !
Then he told me in chinese :
" From juz now , before I ate ,
until I finished eating ,
you're still taking pictures " .
I LAUGHED !
HAHAHA !
SO CUTE !
I took alot of candid shots =D
Then we talked somemore ,
and then dunno say until what ,
then he say :
" You 16 years old isit ? "
Then I was like ,
" No , I'm 13 "
And he was like
" HUH ? OHMYGOD! "
HAHAH !
SO KAWAII !
Then we went in to watch Your Hands In Mine =D
He was like keep asking us : " Nice meh ? "
Then we were like YESYES !!
Then there was this scene which was Liqing
telling his wife how much he loves her
after hitting her and pushing her against the drawer .
WTF ?
Then we were like making the " Siiiiiiiiiiiiii " sound .
Cos very disgusting .
Then Josh laughed !
ADORABLE !
HAHA !
After watching the show ,
we gave him lots of presents !
HAHA ! and letters !
He said my handwriting damn nice .
But actually ,
I took ALOTALOT of time writing in my best handwriting !
Usually my handwriting KNS one !
HAHAH !
Er , then we chatted for damn long !
His eyes , damn OHMYGOD !
Electric shock lor !
HAHA !
Then he went back at 10:40pm ?
I guess =D
HAHA !
He came for 5 hours plus !
OHMYGOD !
And he didn't rush home to watch world cup !
He said he wanna peih us !
AHHHHHHHHHHHH !
We took LOTSLOTS of pictures !
Look at this picture :

Hugged him , OHMYGOD LARHS !
HAHAHA !
He made alot of UNEXPECTED CUTE POSES !
SUPER KAWAII !
HAHA !
Then he went back home .
We sent him to his car !
The next day ,
went to see him film !
Its a surprise !
I guess he loved it =D
Then he told me he loved my present !
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
HAHA !
He keep thanking us !
HAHA !
SO CUTE !
OK .
I LOVE HIM ALOTS .
MORE THAN MY OWN LIFE .
Then , the next day ,
which is today ,
came home and then blahblahblah .
Until now .
HAHA !
I DAMN EMO NOW !
CANNOT TRANSFER THE PICS !
WTF HAPPENED ?
HAIX .
And also ,
TOMORROW SCHOOL REOPEN !
I HAVE TO WORK HARD !
JOSHUA ASKED US TO WORK HARD !
OK !
I MUST !
Byes !

My heart shattered ! I can't stop crying ....

Hugs.Kisses.Love.

2010-06-23T14:41:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =D
Back at home liaos .
Grandma's better ,
I hope nothing happens .
Haix.
School gonna start le ><
I can imagine the stress coming ahead .
HAIX.
Somebody help ! ><
I think I've got to study le lor D=
At least 1h30mins a day =/
Haix .
I'm so bored at home nows .
I wanna bang wall.
I MISS ROB AND JOSH .
I can't wait to see Josh =D
I LOVE THEM BOTH ,
Ok byes .
Later maybe going hospital again .
BYES .

Love like this .

2010-06-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hi .
Back from band outing .
Damn tired D=
First , went to Mac to eat lunch .
Then ,
Cycled couple bike with Zhenni ,
then she leg cramp .
So couple bike-d with Jacqueline .
From ECP to Changi .
Then come back tht time ,
bike spoil . ><
Walked back to ECP from bedok jetty .
SO NOW ,
my bones cracking .
After cycling ,
went to eat dinner .
Then arcade ,
then home .
Blehs .
I suddenly miss Rob so much D=
My heart very pain D=
I MISS HIM DX
I wanna see JOSHUA now .
Why time pass so slow D=
Blehs .
Ok .
Byes .

GOD , CAN YOU PLEASEPLEASE GRANT MY WISH ?
It's only a small one .
I juz want grandma to be ok .
And I can attend JAFC chalet , see josh , and have fun .
WITHOUT DISRUPTIONS .
PLS .
I BEG YOU .
YOU CAN TAKE AWAY 2 YRS OF MY LIFE .
I DUN CARE ..
I WAN A PEACEFUL WEEK .

I like it when I smile because of you .

2010-06-21T10:35:00.002+08:00

Morning peeps ^^
I'm so bored I shall kill myself ?
HAHAHAHAHA ><
I watched Glee last night on xinmsn ,
and I must say ,
its awesome =D
Got abit of the feeling ,
the same feeling when I watched Twilight .
HAHA ..
Blehs ,
Sinyue's working today & tomorrow T.T
Haix .
Someone online & talk to me , pls .
I can't wait for JAFC chalet ,
but I dun wan school to reopen .
I can already feel the STRESS coming up .
GOD .
OH btw ,
decided that this shall be a special post to
TWO MOST IMPORTANT GUYS IN MY LIFE .
HAHA !
Inspired by Amelia's post .
So ....
Shall start =]
I love them both EQUALLY .
Although sometimes I seem to mention Rob more
or sometimes I seem to mention Josh more .
Yes , Rob and Josh are the
TWO MOST IMPORTANT GUYS IN MY LIFE .
I'll die without them .
Yes , I did fall for them .
Both of them ?
Dun ask me this ,
cos now ,
I dun even know .
I like it when I smile out of a sudden ,
and then I realized it's because of them .
Thinking of this makes me feel like crying .
Cos I can only see Rob ,
by watching those videos .
But he made me smile .
When I'm unhappy ,
i think of them first .
When I'm having my exams ,
and I'm nervous ,
I think of them first .
Everything I do ,
I'll think of them .
Yes , I cried for both of them before .
Alot of times .
And did lots of crazy things .
I mention their names everyday =]
TRUST ME .
HAHA .
I love them both .
OK byes .

Since I've met you , I feel that my life is finally prefect.

2010-06-20T20:48:00.003+08:00

Hellohs =D
I'm back from outside ^^
Today , dance was super tiring =X
Blehs .
Then went to ECP .
Learned how to cycle .
Yes , I dunno how to cycle .
But , now I know =D
Abitabit la ,
i can't stay still.
But my mum told me its the bicycle problem.
IDK leh .
I hope i can cycle liaos.
Maybe tomorrow go learn again ?
I'm tired manx.
Now I hear SCREAMS and SCREAMS .
MUST BE U-KISS LARHS .
HAHAHA !
OK gtg .
Byes .

Is everything really going well ?

2010-06-18T09:46:00.003+08:00

Edited :
10:30pm nows .
I'm having sore throat and ulcer .
I think I'm gonna be sick ! ><
SAVE ME ~
HAIX .
I'm tired , really tired .
I dunno how to live on anymore .
Band was ok today .
I'm bored now .
But I'm watching Lost Tapes and I'm scared .
If only you were beside me .
Sudden feel of emo-ness .
If only you were beside me .
OK GTG byes .

If only guys can read minds like Edward , then they will know the pain that a girl suffers from love .
____________________________________________________________________________
Morning peeps ,
I'm tired ]=
*YAWNS*
Band later ,
sectionals right ?
I very scared if its full band ]=
First time feeling so scared for band .
Shivering ..
I feel like a newbie ]=
Can't read fingering ]=
Haix .
If I have 1000GB memory card stored in my mind ,
then it would be great .
Haix .
Clarinet 1 damn difficult D=
Hates life now ,
can I jump down ?
Oh btw ,
I'm really excited for band outing .
Plan 1 ,
I dunno whats that =X
They saying it today .
PLan 2 ,
is when it rains ,
we'll watch movie in band room =]
Got Remember Me ^^
*JUMPS UP & DOWN WHILE SCREAMING *
Got Rob sia .
Yes , I haven't watch the movie .
Nobody to peih me marhs =X
Seriously ,
I'm getting headache =X
WHO WANNA WATCH ECLIPSE WITH ME ?
COME ON !!!
No confirm answer =X
Juz visited team-twilight.com =D
It's my favourite webby now =D
I visit that web everyday to get latest news =D
So I'm like a reporter on facebook now .
I post all the links of videos .
LOL .
Professional hor ?
Out of all the clips I've seen of Eclipse ,
I like this the most .
Totally Bella & Edward !
Check it out :

LOL .
So freaky tired =X
Haix .
Nothing to do ..
Waiting for people to online =X
Ok byes =D

NutzNutz , we're doing a great job ^^ I'm sure chalet will be a great success =D
I'm proud to say that joining Joshua's FC is the
BEST THING I'VE DONE IN MY LIFE ♥
Really =]
I LOVE THE NUTZ ♥
They're like my 2nd family ♥

When someone betrays or backstabbed you .

2010-06-17T10:58:00.003+08:00

Hellohs .
I'm basically rotting at home today ,
made me think of lots of things .
I got betrayed by someone .
Who I thought could be one of my BFFs .
The pain caused .
I thought she was a good friend .
The oe who would always be there for me .
And yesterday in school ,
she kinda betrayed me .
Backstabbed .
I NV SABO HER ,
SHE SABO ME .
I never say her name out .
She shouted my name .
And I got fucking chosen .
THE ANGER IN ME .
THE PAIN IN ME .
ANYONE UNDERSTANDS ?

When I first saw you ,
it was love at first sight .
You shone brightly like a diamond ,
and I know you're the one .
My world turned upside down.
You'll never notice me ,
cos I don't belong in your world.
But I'll love you with all my heart .

When you look at me , I can't help but smile =]

2010-06-16T16:37:00.002+08:00

Hellohs Little Earthlings =]]
I'm back home now .
From band , like 2 hours ago ?
Yea.
Pretty tiring , and no mood ]=
But suddenly , I feel like urm ...
BLOGGING PROPERLY .
Yea, I've blogged for almost everyday .
But not really properly .
I juz chiong and type all the words out ,
cutting away lotslots of what I wanna say .
EEKS ! ><
Today ok larhs ><
Band was fun .
But I got really angry due to some PEOPLE .
Forced me , I was really ANGRY .
*FLAMES ABOVE TH HEAD*
I was seriously angry .
I never sabo you , why sabo me ?
ZZZ .
FUN AR ? =.=
Forget it =.=
At least I get to sit beside my BFF , JACQUELINE !~
*insert manymany hearts*
HAHAH !
Then came home .
I made RAW BITTERGOURD JUICE .
My mum asked me to =.=
She say it will make my skin better .
but I almost puked after drinking it =.=
HATE IT !
I'm not gonna drink that ANYMORE .
Might as well eat cooked ones .
They're much nicer =.=
OK lol .
I can't wait to band outing .
I can't wait to buy chalet stuff .
I can't wait to JAFC chalet .
I CAN'T WAIT TO SEE JOSHUA !
HAHA !
Next week really busy .
But I'm scared of school reopening . ><
HAIX .
But somehow when I'm in band ,
I feel really .... erm ...
comfortable ><
HAHA !
OK byes .

Love is a word , until you find someone to give you the definition .

I'm officially missing you .

2010-06-15T15:39:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =/
Back from work .
Earned $60 for yesterday and today .
NOT BAD ...
LALA ...
I wanna quickly finish my chinese worksheet .
I asked my dad for help .
And I got a rough idea how to do it .
Thanks dad =D
Ok , so ....
HAVE TO GET DONE WITH IT !
MATHS HOW ?
FUCK =.=
OK GTG BYES !

The purpose of living .

2010-06-14T15:18:00.002+08:00

Heyy .
Back from work .
Totally worn out .
I feel like dying .
While working , I was thinking about alot of stuff .
Like , what's the purpose of living .
I really dun knw .
Love?Family?Money?Idols?
Maybe all .
Love ,
yea , its YOU .
YES YOU . Hangman ?
_ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ .
Maybe I still have a little bit of feelings for you ?
You're juz someone I can't COMPLETELY forget .
Until , I found someone .
Who's the someone ?
Who can prove to me love really exist ?
Who can prove to me that there are good guys in SG , besides JOSH ?
Who can ?
That someone ...
Family ? Family .
I dun feel loved .
I only feel that I'm like a servant to my mum .
Doing this and doing that .
I love her , yes .
But I dunno how to express it .
She always ask me to hug her .
But its like I dun like it .
Dad and Mum always compare me with other people.
I'm TANSHIHUI , born in 20Nov1996 .
ONE AND ONLY .
YOU DUN HAVE TO COMPARE ME WITH OTHER PEOPLE .
You compare me with others , but did I ?
Did I say :
" Why other people's parents can give them lots of money ? "
" Why other people's parents can let them always go out ? "
I DIDN'T .
You were the one who told me that don't compare between people.
But whats all those crap ?
Always ask me :
" Why people get higher marks than you ? "
" Why people can dance so well you cannot ? "
" Why people get post in band you never ? "
Even simple thing also wanna compare .
Seriously ..
I'm tired .
Money ? Yes , money is important .
But ...
why do I have to suffer so much ?
Must work , to get money .
All the things I buy myself .
My whole collection , my posters .
My money .
But when we study , we get no money ?
Shouldn't they pay us when we do homework ?
Because that's also work =.=
Idols ? YES , IDOLS MY LIFE .
But , I dunno how to live .
I wanna see Rob , Kris and Taylor REAL LIFE .
FOR ONCE ALSO CAN!
I juz wan a picture with each of them , their autograph
and a small talk , like hi or something .
SO DIFFICULT ??
They can go Japan and Korea ,
why can't come SG .
They've heard of SG !
COME !
I wanna be an actress , but it seems impossible .
Personal Assistant's good .
but is it possible to earn enough ?
Pet shop owner's the best !
But its a long story .
Have to wait 10 more years to working life .
Can't earn alot too .
Haix .
What's the purpose of living ?

I love that boy =]

2010-06-13T23:58:00.001+08:00

Went out to bugis and parkway today .
Bought lots of twilight related things .
I wan holidays to last .
At least for 1 more month .
I wanna see Josh , Rob , Kris , Taylor now .
NOW .
NOW .
NOW .
Byes .

The Band Family .

2010-06-12T11:32:00.003+08:00

Edited :
Quiz grabbed from Yiqing's bloggie :

Write the first answer that came to your mind. Fill it out first before scrolling down!

1. In front of you, you see a number of insects. How many are there?
8

2. You were walking through the jungle when you saw something move past you. What (animal) is it?
Deer .

3. You're sitting on a chair about to cross your legs. Which side of your leg do you cross over? Left or Right?
Right.

4. You're on a safari jeep driving through the Safari ranch, and you see a lion feeding on the dead animal carcass. How do you feel?
EWWW .

5. When you usually pour a drink, up to what percentage of the cup do you pour?
80% .

6. There are candles burning in front of you. How many candles are there?
3

7. A ship ready to take off by the harbour, makes a blasting horn sound. How long does it go on for?
5 sec ?

8. You went into a room and it's all white, how do you feel?
Abit plain , but can put my posters ?

9. You're walking through a desert, how many pairs of shoes would you take with you?
3

10. You feel like drinking hot chocolate, and you open the cupboard. How many cups are there?
15

11. A baby is crying, the doorbell's ringing and water is boiling on the stove. In what order would you resolve the situation?
Turn off the stove , sayang the baby then go answer the door bell .

12. You see an abandoned property (house). Is the door open or closed?
Closed .

13. You get on a plane for the first time. How do you feel during takeoff?
WOW ~ Excited ~

14. You design your own house and draw a house plan. In the living room, is the ceiling considerably high or Low?
High .

15. You see an angel of death. He said that he'll give you a one day to do whatever you want before he takes you to the afterlife. How would you spend the one last day on earth?
One day ? Spend time with JAFC and Josh . Tell Josh alotalot of things .
Spend all my money and fly to LA see ALL twilight casts . And get all their autographs .

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1. The number of people that pisses you off right now.

2. How people see you.

3. What you see in people : Right leg- personality Left leg- Appearance/looks

4. The feeling after watching porn for the first time.

5. The level of your self-esteem.

6. The number of people you can love at the same time.

7. Average time you spend kissing.

8. Feeling right before your death.

9. The number of relationships you will have before marriage.

10. The number of your TRUE friends?

11. What you value the most in opposite sex: Baby- virtue, Doorbell- appearance, Water- wealth.

12. The door represents your heart. (i.e. determines how open your heart is)

13. Feeling after 'first kiss'.

14. The level of your pride.

15. What you want to do right now.

_____________________________________________________________________________
Heyy peeps !
I'm back XD
And I survived the band camp .
Well ,
you usually think I hate band .
And I do really hate it .
Like erm ,
all those scoldings ,
all those shoutings ,
all those tiring morning exercises ,
all those tiring band rehearsals .
But during the camp .
I realized alot of things .
Ok , I shall talk about the camp first .
Before saying what did I realized .

Wednesday ,
went to school at 6.50am ,
realized they gonna fall in at 7.45am instead .
I thought it was 7am fall in =.=
Then nvm ,
waited ....
Then fall in , breakfast , foot drills , lunch , games ,
rehearsals , shower , dinner , rehearsals , supper , sleep .

Thursday ,
woke up at 5.30am ,
fall in at 7am .
But we all very kiasu type .
Then , changed and waited for fall in .
Then fall in , morning exercise , breakfast , foot drills ,
rehearsals , lunch , rehearsals , rehearsals , shower ,
dinner , sectionals , rehearsals , supper , sleep .

Friday ( CONCERT DAY !!! >< ) ,
woke up at 7am =D
They let us sleep more .
Then fall in , morning exercise , breakfast , REST ,
REST , lunch , sectionals , rehearsals , shower ,
dinner , get ready , CONCERT !
Had so much fun !
All the seniors were back .
I'm damn happy !
it's like the family is reunited !
I help some of them take pics !
I will miss them !
Woah .
Concert was fun ! XD
I very high !
WOAH !
WHEEEE ~
Ok now , come to the realization part .
I'm actually angry with some people in band .
LOL .
But then ,
on thursday night ,
Mr ed came to talk to the clarinetists
when we having sectionals .
He was really nice leh =/
Idk how long will he last like this.
Cos in band rehearsals , he's different .
TRUST ME .
Then on friday morning ,
actually suppose to sectionals .
But Mr Ed and Mr Yeo say NO PLAYING OF INSTRUMENT .
I first time hear them say that !
NO PLAYING ?!
Then at afternoon ,
he told us this band camp was the best he had seen !
And when we were all nervous ,
he told us not to be !
AWWWW ...
I really wanna cry T.T
Mr Ed and Mr Yeo suddenly damn friendly .
And all those seniors ,
who I think was fierce and strict ,
became friendly also @_@
I wish band was like that ?
But we're like a big family.
I feel happiness in us !
Then to all those seniors ,
I juz wanna say ,
thank you to all of you .
For guiding me and all the other juniors.
Must come back after you all graduate to see us !
We will miss you all de !
OK ... thats all I think ?
Byes !

PS : TO ANY EARTHLINGS ON EARTH .
IF YOU FOUND JOSHUA'S WALLET , PLS RETURN .

I forget about the world when I think of you .

2010-06-08T18:12:00.002+08:00

Heyys =D
Back from work with Jacqueline ^^
We worked whole day !
I WAN MY FREAKING MONEY !
But my dad haven come back !
He gave Jacqueline liao .
But haven give me D=
SADS !
I wanna go shopping ! ><
BAND CAMP TMR !
I'm not excited AT ALL .
Except the fact that night time will be fun !
Cos play games =D
HHAAHHAHA !
OK byes .

A simple thing makes me happy .

2010-06-07T17:58:00.003+08:00

Hellohs =]
HAPPY ^^
Today went to work =D
Earned quite alot !
MONEYYYYYY $.$
*Ka-ching* @_@
Came back ,
watched MTV Movie Awards online =D
THEY'VE MADE IT !
Best Movie : NewMoon
Best Kiss : NewMoon - Rob & Kris
Best Female : NewMoon - Kris
Best Male : NewMoon - Rob
Global SuperStar : NewMoon - Rob
OHMYGOD ! =S
I'm so happy ,
I cried tears of joy !
It's like such a simple thing ,
but I'm already very happy =D
They're so cute !
I mean Robsten =D
CUTECUTE !
Best Kiss :

Watch the 2010 MTV Movie Awards at MTV.com!

WHEEEEEEEEEE ~~~
HAHAH !
Josh ,
you went back for re-service right ?
2 days , very fast de !
Take care !
Must drink lotslots water .
Loves =D
WHEEEE ~
I LOVE MY IDOLS XD
Sinyue juz downloaded an application into her iPhone .
Answering Twilight Qns de =D
She say she letting me play during chalet !
YAY !
WHEEEE ~
OK byes .

Mad Shuai !

2010-06-06T20:44:00.006+08:00

Hellohs !
Back form ballet !
Damn tired !
But I bought alot of things!
Cost me like more than $50 !
I bought this :

andand :

This DVD !
andand :
This THICK MAGAZINE !
with 160 stunning pics of eclipse casts !
And 7 BIG posters !
OHMYEDWARD !
I'm broke.
I actually wanna buy one more mag .
It says that ROB IS SINGLE .
AND IT'S OVER .
WUDDDDDDDD ?
CANNOT !
GRRR .
OK nvm .
Then I got out of borders that time ,
got this ang moh go pull me .
To explain to me some acne cream =.=
Then he ask me buy .
I tell him ,
I will come back later
then he say " No , you won't "
Then I say ,
my parents not with me =.=
Then he ask me how old I am .
And I said 13 =.=
Then he say " Oh , have a nice day "
LOL !
OK .
Scary !
Byes .

You came , and disrupted my whole life . But I still love you .

2010-06-05T12:02:00.002+08:00

Hellohs =]
Holidays' good ,
but I HAVE NO TIME !
I wanna go out with Jacqueline ]=
We have to work ,
then got band , then band camp .
Then homework ]=
I HAVE NO TIME .
Sads D=
I wanna cry T.T
I wanna go out .
Stupid HOMEWORK .
ZZZ.
Juz finished tuition .
Haix .
BUSYBUSY .
I shall try to find one day to go shopping .
I think I shall special order something <=
Gonna go buy that new twilight book today <3
Loves <3
I need a random file to put all my twilight stuff .
But my cupboard for twilight stuff is like SO SMALL =.=
I think I need more space D=
Gah .
A cupboard .
yes , I need a cupboard !
But where to get it =.=
Ok nvm .
Shall work it out later =/
Ok .
I can't wait for MTV movie awards !
And ,
I'm not so excited about band camp anymore ]=
Sads T.T
Byes .

You stole my heart , and broke it .

2010-06-04T15:54:00.001+08:00

Yo peeps !
Let's start talking about yesterday first .
Yesterday morning ,
woke up , used com !
Then went to Ying's house wif Lesin !
We were lost !
Cos we can't find her house.
Then Ying called ,
and we then know that the path we walking
very dangerous !
Then we still cannot find her !
We were walking in circles .
And those foreign workers saw us .
Three times !
So they will knw we lost la !
THEN WE GOT SO SCARED !
Luckily found Ying !
Then went to her house .
Chitchat , then did some work .
Then watch tv !
Then until 5 plus then went home.
Came home , used com , watch tv , eat , sleep =D
Today woke up , go band .
Tiring !
Then came home !
Now using com ! =D
I was watching Wall-e and I cried.
WEIRD OR EMOTIONAL ?
LOL .
Even robots can have true love .....
Ok !
Gtg byes !

Real love stories doesn't have endings .

Take my hand . Let's fly away .

2010-06-02T18:19:00.003+08:00

Hellohs ~
Evening peeps =D
Back from band hours ago .
I could barely keep my eyes open .
And juz now ,
I was busy doing the ace-learning .
KNNBCCB~
You knw ?
That time the ace-learning got problem right ?
Keep connection attempt fail .
So we told teacher .
Then now they reset the thing .
ALL MY PAST WORK GONE .
I finished 2 chapters de .
ALL GONE .
Then I have to redo .
But I finished 3 chapters le =D
CHEERLOS !
Ok ,
tomorrow going ying's house with sin =D
HAVE TO FINISH ALL HW EXCEPT PHYSICS ,
cos thats groupwork right ?
HAHA ! =D
WHEEE ~~
Then now I talking to Sinyue .
And then got this FAKE FANCLUB GOING ON =.=
KNNBCCB !
Dun go like it la .
Might as well let it die .
Here's the link :
http://www.facebook.com/pages/JOSHUA-ANG/114229365272840?ref=search&sid=9vzBKxcKK7BXuBvuRjn6lQ.35739711..1
It's FAKE .
I mean , you can make a page of Josh la .
BUT DUN CLAIM THAT YOU ARE THE OFFICIAL FC CAN ?
You can let people like ur page .
But why say thats the fanclub =.=
So irritating =.=
OK byes .

Hate is easy . Love takes courage .

Pyramid .

2010-06-01T16:27:00.000+08:00

Hellohs =D
Back from work =D
Earned $30 again =D
I NEED MORE MONEY $.$
OK.
So tiring =/
BLEHS .
I LOVE CHARICE PEMPENGCO <3
LOL.
She's made it into my idols' list <3
OK byes =D

Everyone wants to be happy and no one wants to be in pain .

2010-05-31T14:31:00.003+08:00

Hellohs =D
*WAVESWAVES*
I'm back from work .
Earned $30 =D
Not bad , I guess =D
I wanna buy 2 books !
AHHHHHHHHHH !
SO many things to buy ,
so little money ,
so little time to earn money .
OK .
I'm so tired.
I wanna sleep XD
Currently talking to WaiTeng =D
SHE'S CUTE <3
My clarinet tutor ,
and also , my idol <3
HAHAH !
OK byes .

Love is a journey , not a destination .

ONE YEAR !

2010-05-30T00:06:00.002+08:00

1 YEAR IDOLIZING JOSHUA ^^
OHMYGOD !
TIME FLIES !
ONE YEAR LE .
REMEMBER THAT DAY I SAW HIM AT EXPO !
WHICH WAS 30 MAY 2009 !

One year have passed ,
so I have the urge to post this :

Wanna hear the story of meeting my idol for the first time ?

Ok here it goes ...

It was a year ago ...
when TableOfGlory started to show on the television.
Being curious because I thought the 2 male leads were super handsome ,
I decided to watch that show .
I have to be honest ,
that when I watched it ,
I was team DaiYangTian .
Until one day ,
something changed my life !
I got news that DYT, Teresa and Joshua was going to be at the Expo !
Joshua's event was on Sat
while DYT and Teresa's one was on Sun .
I really wanted to go to the Sunday one ,
but I couldn't as I was busy on Sun .
So I went for the Sat one .

I waited , and it was time for Josh to come out .
And the moment I saw him ,
a miracle happened .
and I knew he was going to be my idol for life .
I was totally insane over him !
And from then on ,
I went to his blog ,
find out all the info about him .

And one day ,
I saw this person ,
Sinyue (:
commenting on Joshua's blog
to see if anyone wanna open a FC for Josh .
I immediately emailed her.
And now ,
HERES THE NUTZ !
THE NUTZ IS THE BEST FC FOREVER !
I really want to thank sinyue for creating this FC (:

And this my story of meeting my idol !
I still remember the FIRST DAY I saw him , and knew he was the right idol for me .

It was 30 MAY 2009 ! ~
I'll never forget that day !

_____________________________________________________________________________________________

Yes , this is the story .
And also this :

Dear Josh ,
really sorry that you couldn't get in Top 10 .
I was really thinking that you would get in . When they
were annoucing , I was shivering . We thought that your
name would be the last one to be announced , but when
they announced the last name , I couldn't help and started
to cry . We know you've put in alot of hardwork for every role
you're acting as . And we wanted to see you on stage .
You're the best idol I've ever had . I know sometimes I'm
really irritating and whenever you online on facebook ,
I would try to talk to you , and hope for your reply .
I know you're busy and yet I disturbed you . Sorry .
You're the best idol , you always smile to us ,
no matter what happens . You even tried your very best
to take pictures with us , and answered every question that
we asked . You tried your very best to remember our names ,
and I know its very difficult . When we ask you if you
remembered our names , you were in cold sweat .
And I know you're trying very hard to remember .
And really thanks , for remembering my name (: I'm really
happy when Sinyue told me that you mentioned my name
yesterday . But I was not there , I had to rush home .
Your tweet for us made me tear . I was so touched .
I LOVE YOU TOO ♥
Even though you were very busy ,
you came out and had dinner with us . That was the
best day of my life , so far . Seeing you smile and we
would smile too (: You even pose at different directions
with the same pose , so that all of us could get a front
view picture . You signed all the newspapers , which
are all the same , so everyone of us will get a copy of it .
You even tried to talk to us so you would know more
about us . You even ask each of us if we had questions
to ask you . Really happy . You cared for every single
one of us . When we gave you presents , you accepted
those presents , and thanked us . I remembered that when
I gave you the file , you told me that when you reach home
, you would read it (: I WAS REALLY VERY HAPPY .
And in conclusion , I just want to say that you're the best
idol anyone could have ! I LOVE YOU ! ♥♥♥♥♥

PS : You look really cute wearing speces !

Loves ,
Shihui ♥

The longlong msg I wrote to him after SA 2010 .
I LOVE HIM LOTSLOTS .
BEST IDOL FOR LIFE .

OK BYES .

P.S. I love you

2010-05-29T11:47:00.002+08:00

Hihi =D
It's my 520th post .
Which equals to WOAINI ! =D
BUUAHAAHAHAHH !
I abit siaosiao .
Juz came back from swimming .
And I'm half-dead .
BUAHAHAH ~
I'm so angry with someone called ALVIN .
GO SCOLD JOSH .
NOT THE FIRST TIME LE .
*FLAMES*
YOU THINK WE VERY HAO QI FU ISIT ?
GRRRRRRR .
Ok .
Later maybe going out .
I WANNA FIND OUT WHO'S THAT ALVIN .
GRRRRR .
OK .
Byes .

Jacqueline ,
you okay le marhs ?
MUST GET WELL =D
I still wanna shop with you ,
screaming while shopping =D
We shall go find the SS501 Album =D
OK .
GET WELL =D
LOVES .

Alvin ,
can you please juz get a life ,
and move on .
You dun wanna live in peace ,
then go die .
then we won't even wish you R.I.P lor .
ZZZ .
GO JOSH BLOG AND KPKB FOR WHAT ?
KNNBCCB!
ZZZ .
EFF OFF .

I wan to be the girl , you're scared to lose .

2010-05-28T15:44:00.002+08:00

HeyysHeyys =D
Hellohs =D
HAHAH !
Today ,
early in the morning ,
went to temple =X
Then after that ,
went to my dad's office ,
played with my rabbit =D
And then went to Grandma de house .
Then came home .
Later going out to eat .
I guess :/
OK.
So ....
nothing much to say .
I REALLY CAN'T WAIT TILL NXT WEEK LA ~
NEXT WEEK ECLIPSE SOUNDTRACK AND THAT
NEW TWILIGHT BOOK COMING OUT .
NEXT WEEK GOT MTV MOVIE AWARDS .
But I can't watch D=
Cos dun have that channel .
I'm gonna watch it on9 !
I wanna work .
I want $300 !
ARGH .
OK BYES .

I trust that she loves you like I do .

I love you more today than yesterday and only half as much as tomorrow .

2010-05-27T17:22:00.002+08:00

Hellohs .
Good Afternoon ?
Or should be Good Evening ?
Idk leh =/
HAHAH !
Today got back results .
Results were average .
But the thing is ,
many people work harder ,
and they overtake me ,
making my class and lvl position drop .
WTH .
DROP ALOT T.T
Haix .
OK , lets talk about idols ?
Hmm .
Josh updated his bloggie .
But I dunno what to comment =X
Haix =/
Nvm .
Er .. vote for josh !
For Singapore Blog Awards !!
Must vote hor !
Then er ...
Congratz to Rob <3
for winning an award in National Movide Awards =D
Congratz to all twilight saga cast
for winning two awards =D
Now , lets wait for MTV Movie Awards =D
*SMILES*
On 6 June , 8 pm in US ?
I think .
Ya .
I vote daily .
I my idols could win =D
Did you knw that :
Some girls actually became lesbians after seeing Kristen ?
I'm AMAZED !
HAHA !
Actually ok larhs =D
But I love Kris =D
She's like my Sis =D
OK .
Er ...
I really can't wait for Eclipse to come out .
I really can't wait for band camp .
I really can't wait to going out with Jacqueline .
I really can't wait to work .
I really can't wait for alotalot of things .
Now lets talk about friends .
Jacqueline ,
You ok le ma ?
Still fever and sore throat ?
Got see doctor ?
I sms you , you nv reply .
I very worried D=
Reply me asap !

Huiying ,
cheer ups .
I dun really knw how to cheer people up .
But everything will be alrightz de =D
CHEERLOS ^^

Love is like the wind , you can't see it , but you can feel it .

Tired of this life ...

2010-05-26T20:55:00.005+08:00

Heyys =D
Back from school and band ...
School was like killing me =/
I was like telling Jacqueline :
" I DUN WAN STUDY , I CAN'T SURVIVE LIAO ."
LOL .
I abit siaosiao .
Then , blahblahblah .
Then went to hall to watch performance .
OKOK lorhs .
Boys beside our class were so !@#$%^&^%$#@!
*GRRRRRRRR !*
Ok .
Then , Jacqueline not feeling well D=
Fever and sore throat =(
TAKE CARE , JACQUELINE .
GET WELL SOON =D
LOVES ^^
Ok...
Now ...
er....
BAND WAS OK .
THERE'S THIS SONG !
called : " Laputa : Castle in the sky "
DAMN EFF-ING NICE !
HAHAH !

OMG .
This is piano version .
What the band playing is obviously the band version larhs =.=
Damn nice .
Ok byes .

Once upon a time ,
I fell in love with a guy who doesn't love me at all .
The end .

If I'm only left with one breath , I will use it to say ' I love you ' .

2010-05-25T15:21:00.002+08:00

Back from school le =D
Today history and MT damn bored =.=
!@#$%^&^%$#@!
Why are we still studying )=
Sads .
Tomorrow until 12.00 jiu got celebration =D
HAHA !
Good for those ppl who are performing .
I bet they can leave class earlier . D=
LALALAL !
Screw My Life .
LALA !
I can't wait for holidays .
Ok byes .

PS : Vote for Josh ! At :
sgblogawards.omy.sg/category

WEETS =D
Cheerlos =D
BYES =D

Did all of you notice that :
Every girl's profile is about a guy
& yet , that guy will never know that
every word is about him .